Ashton's pov
~~a few days later~~
I awake in my bed rolling over to find an empty spot where MY girl used to lay. I get out of bed and go to the bathroom -- I splash water on my face to wake myself looking down I see her ring on the counter ouch I think slipping it into my pocket. I walk out of my room and realize it's still dark out what time is it I think taking my phone out I check the time 3 am walking down the hall I hear nothing so I decide to knock on Blakes door to see if she's awake sure enough the door creaks open to a pitch-black empty room only lit up by a tiny square of light illuminating her face I walk in and over to her bedside to see if she's awake as I lean down to check I feel something come up and hit me in the jaw
"ow" I mumble I see her body shoot straight up
"oh my god Ashton I am so sorry" she says panic in her voice
"baby don't worry it barely hurt"
"good" she says hitting me again this time in the chest
"what was that for" I ask her
"for scaring the shit out of me what are you doing up anyway its 3 in the morning"
"apparently getting beat up by you what are you doing" I hear her let out an angelic giggle
"I was thinking"
"about" I say sitting on the foot of her bed
"life"
"what about it" I poke more
"just how it's going to play out"
"oh" I say dropping my head "well I'll let you get some rest then" I say standing up kissing blake on the head and turning to walk away until I feel her hand on my arm
"stay for a little bit please" as my eyes adjusted to the dark I see the pleads in her eyes looking fragile like with one look I could crush her entire being I crawl into the bed beside her and hold her our bodies flush against one another as I lay there I try and rest my eyes feeling sleeps heavy shadow hovering over me my mind keeping it afloat and not letting it fall I feel Blakes heartbeat pounding a million miles an hour
"baby are you okay" I ask her my voice shaky with concern
"I don't want you to go" is all she says I feel the vulnerability in her voice I pause
"I never will as long as I live" I tell her getting no response I feel her heart calm and her breathe steady knowing she is asleep I slip out of the room and head down to the kitchen sitting at the counter I continue to think "fuck" I mumble to myself banging on the counter I love her I mean every word I say to her and she doesn't fucking believe me but I don't blame her who would Mr.big shot playboy with the reputation of being a cheat I did that to myself im the only one to blame it was only because I couldn't have her and now that I have her im never ever letting her go for as long as I live I rest my head on the counter slowly letting sleep fall over me till I'm gone to dreamland
"Honey, time to wake up" I hear Nicole's voice gently awaken me
I lift my head and rub my eyes "why were you asleep down here" she asks me as she starts breakfast
"couldn't sleep upstairs" I answer
"bad dream?" she asks
"Yeah something like that"
"you excited about your big trip today"
"excited to get out of here" I say under my breath
"what was that?" she asks
"nothing" I get up from the counter and go back upstairs into my room
"you left" she states bluntly when I open the door
"yeah" I say
"you left me" she says again
I take a second to process her words and realize I did the one thing she had said she was afraid of I left I wasn't there when she woke up I was gone. I walk over to her and pull her close to me in an embrace "sorry... I-i'm so sorry" I feel her breathe stager I pull her away from my torso and cup her face tilting it up to me to get a better look a single tear runs down her face I wipe it with my thumb and kiss her forehead
"I love you and don't you dare forget it" I say she nods and I let go
I walk away to my closet as I pull clothes off of hangers and put them in my bag I hear her footsteps come up behind me then I feel her head lay on my back and her arms wrap around me
"are you ready for this'' she asks me
"as ready as I can be'' I tell her
"I'll be right there beside you the whole time" she reassures me
"I'm not leaving"
"I know baby" I say i feel her arms slip away and her head peel from my back not turning around I hear the door close knowing she's gone I pick up my phone and dial
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