Ashton's pov
I set by her for 3 hours 2 of those longing to touch her but knowing that that was not really an option I just want to soak up the feeling of her before we get back to school and she doesn't let me anymore we sit in silence on the plane her staring out the window and me staring at her debating if I should say anything or just let this be I finally decide to say something I lean over and say into her ear
"you wanna join the club" stuiped but an ice breaker nonetheless
"Oh my god Ashton" she says turning and facing me hitting me on the arm for my stupid little question I would have done the same to me
"so you wanna join or not"I persist
"No, I do not Mr. grey sweatpants"
"Hey don't judge me off of the color of my pants" she laughs at the defense of my pant color
"so changing the subject what times your race" she asks
"it's at 10:15 on the 8th" I tell her
"Okay I'll be there front and center" she says
"Thanks baby you know it means a lot to me your gonna be there" I tell her it really does mean a lot to me she's gonna be there I know she's not the sporty kind but I also know she knows how big this race is for me if I win
"I know that's why im gonna be there for you and you only"
"better be" I say leaning in giving her a quick peck I can feel the smile she has in the kiss I love knowing that I'm the reason she smiles like this as I pull away I see her smile she lays her head on my shoulder and I lay my hand on her thigh
"hey don't get any ideas mister" she says quick picking up on my thoughts
"wouldn't dream of it darling" I tell her
"wake me when we land please"
"okay baby sweet dreams" she then drifts off
I sit there next to her for the next hour daydreaming about life I wanna NO I'm gonna marry this girl someday if it's the very last thing I do she's a goddess a queen an unimaginable presence in my life that makes it 10 times better by just being I'm never going to hurt her like past others and if I do I'm gonna kill myself I could not bear the sight of myself if I even caused a second of pain to this angel MY angel the mother of my unborn kids the sister of my best friend the love of my life I yawn realizing how tired I am from the restless sleep I had last night out on the deck I lay my head on Blakes and start to doze off. i wake up in my bed at home i get out of bed and start walking down the hall and towards the kitchen trying to find people i enter the kitchen and see my whole family sitting at the table talking i walk over and sit down the opposite end of Blake facing her everyone around me continues with their conversation and i just sit staring at Blake every once and a while she glances up at me i think to check if i'm still staring of course i am i mean she's beautiful then in what seems a fit of rage or outburst she stands up and starts yelling my ears going deaf not being able to hear a thing i sit there just watching all of this go down she waves her arms around pointing to me and turning to everyone saying something then walking out of the room i drop my head down looking at the table now having an out of body experience my perspective follows Blake up to a room where i see her break down knees to her chest hands on her face i can hear now and all i hear is her weeping breaking my heart to see her this way as somebody enters the room my eyes flutter open.
"Sir?sir?" a flight attendant says I look over acknowledging her "we have landed" she informs me I lift my head and wake Blake
"Blake Blake baby" I say starting to see her eyes open
"were here" I say extending my hand for her to grab
as we walk through the airport I soak up her hand in mine looking around to all the people who are witnessing it when we get to baggage claim I go get our bags leaving Blake behind to wait I stand watching bags go round and round waiting to see ours looking down the line of bags coming my way I see Blakes little pink suitcase in the distance and not far behind it my duffle bag now isn't that a great representation of us the pretty little one in front with the somehow still together mess following her
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Without You
RomanceThey have been friends since they were 6 silently in love with each other since 15 A very popular and famous motocross champion and a nobody to put it plainly When they finally Break the silence what will come of it •••••••••••••••••••••••••••...
