Without You

Chapter 13

Blake pov

As i smear the cupcake on Ashton's face something inside me sparks i wanna kiss him feel against me i pull away to stare at his lips debating if i should give into my urges i then without thinking almost instinctual i smash my lips on his kissing him like i'm about to die and its the one thing that can save me he doesn't resist he melts into me tasting the pumpkin mess on our faces our lips dance on one another like they were meant to be i slide my tongue on his lip for consent to enter without a second thought he opens our tongues now in a fight for dominance he pulls out of my mouth and moves down to my neck making love to my neck just soft enough to not leave any marks but hard enough to make a small moan leave my mouth

 ''jump" he orders sliding his hands to the backs of my thighs catching me mid-air 

now holding me against his midsection I can feel his arousal on mine growing by the second as we continue I carefully bite on his lip making a moan escape his mouth 

he creeps up to my ear asking in a whisper "how long will they be gone"

 I quickly glance at the time 2:30 "30 minutes" I answer

 "perfect" he says with a smile he then drops me on the counter 

"do it" I say giving him consent to take me as he wants me he makes his way to the bottom of the hoodie lifting it up to reveal my bottoms 

"bad girl" he mutters looking down to see I'm not wearing any

 "lay back" he orders

 I lay back feeling the cold countertop he starts to travel up my legs teasing me littering kisses on my panty line and up my thighs brushing his fingers over me quickly watching me squirm at his touch he pulls me to the end of the counter and gets on his knees now teasing with his tongue licking up my thighs little suckles here and there leaving love bites along the way till he reaches my heat making little circles and suckles on it heightening my sensation of arousal as I get higher and higher into my peak his tongue enters me making the same come hither motion as the other day 

 "you taste just as good as you did the last time darling" he tells me which makes me wetter just hearing his voice makes me wet it's like a superpower he moves back up to my clit making those oh so good motions my concentration heightens with my peak studying the motions he's making then I realize what it is screaming it 

"ASHTON" "ASHTON" "ASHTON" I scream as my body contracts reaching my peak he made me come by spelling his name HE made me come he pulls me close to him grabbing my face to meet his kissing me passionately as we catch our breaths he lets go as we hear the locking of a car in the drive I hop off the counter and compose myself looking over at Ashton

 "sorry" I say 

staring at the small wet stain on his shirt he looks down to where I'm staring smirking at the stain pressing his tongue to the roof of his mouth trying to repress a smile

 "Mmmh it smells good in here" Caroline says walking into the kitchen bags in hand 

"what are you make-" she stops turning to us covered in cupcake frosting "ing" she finishes

 "what the hell did yall do" I stood there in shock of my own actions let alone that caroline suspects them 

"we did NOTHING" Ashton said almost sounding disgusted at the thought of doing that with me but expressly at the thought of anyone knowing I don't know if I should be offended or grateful of how disgusted he sounds right now

 ¨whatever I know there's something happening¨ caroline stands her ground

 ¨oh my it smells delicious in here honey" my mom enters the room

 ¨yeah that's gonna be delicious ak¨ Heather says following my mom into the kitchen 

¨well then let's all get to cooking, Ashton you gotta leave honey girls and babies only and Blake honey go change¨ my mom orders everyone

 i make my way up the stairs to go change into some presentable clothes I walk into the bathroom and look into the mirror at my face covered in cake and frosting except for my lips I think about the other day in this bathroom as I wash my face off Ashton and I for the first time it was uh wow and then my mind wonders to what just happened in the kitchen and how we almost got caught by my family we need to stop this I walk back out into my room to find Ashton in on my bed 

¨what are you doing¨ I ask him 

¨i was waiting for you to stop thinking about me¨ he jokes kinda 

¨stop listen Ashton I'm telling you we need to stop whatever this is" I say

 ¨we don't have to Blake we can just continue¨ he says like the fuck boy he is 

¨no Ashton we cant we almost got caught down there-¨ 

¨keyword is almost darling¨

 ¨no Ashton seriously we have to stop I can't do this anymore I hate lying to everyone especially my best friend and she getting suspious¨ 

¨i understand Blake I don't like lying to Josh either but this us I think it's worth it¨

 ¨look Ashton I'm sure you can find another 22yr old brunette to fuck around with I'm just telling you I can't be her anymore and that's it.¨ I tell him being stern in my approach

 ¨FINE¨ is all he says leaving my room

 I get dressed in my nice jeans and sweater and head back downstairs to where all the girls are ¨nice of you to finally join us¨ caroline says as I walk into the kitchen everyone already fast at work 

¨haha your so funny it takes time to look this good¨ I respond to her sarcastically

 ¨okay so we all decided that you're on music and potato duty¨ Heather tells me 

¨okay cool wheres the taters¨ I ask getting pointed to the bowl on the bar I Bluetooth to the speaker in the kitchen blast my girl power playlist I sit at the bar and mash the potatoes we get to gossiping as girls do and of course the topic gets turned to me and my life again 

¨so ak how're your relationships going¨ 

¨well you know I'm focused on school right now¨ I tell them

 ¨okay we all know that's complete bullshit honey¨ my mom says 

¨ yeah ak we all know there's something going on¨ caroline chimes in 

¨okay so the truth is is that I just got out of a situationship¨ I tell referring to me and Ashtons thing 

¨aha I knew you were not telling me something¨ caroline says 

¨it was purely hookups so don't read too much into it + he was a fuck boy anyway so it wasn't a big deal¨ I say

 ¨okay well you know what that means¨ caroline says 

¨what¨ I say 

¨we need to go out get you back on the market¨ caroline says 

¨okay I'm down I need a good night out¨ ¨great so tomorrow night well go eeeee CLUBBING I'll go tell the boys come on come on¨ caroline sooo excitedly says pulling me off my chair and into the living room where the guys are.