Without You

Chapter 37

Blakes pov

When I wake the next morning I feel as if life couldn't be more perfect I had the man of my dreams who wanted me back I have the most wonderful friends who are there when I need them and it just felt like everything was looking up for me I get out of bed make my way to the shower cleaning the sleeping dew off I look in the mirror and found the happiest girl who I had lost for a while making my way back into the room I see Ellie awake and sitting up on her bed intently staring at her phone 

"what is it El?" I ask her

 "oh uh nothing" she tells me

 "Okay how'd you sleep" 

"pretty good just had a wild dream is all" 

"what was it about"

"it's a long story I'll tell you later" Ellie tells me giving her a puzzled look and a nod I walk over to my closet and get dressed for the day.

 As Ellie and I leave our building we both get a notification hearing the distinctive ding of the Disher we look at each

 "what is the newest rumor gonna be" I ask Ellie

 as she opens the notification I see her eyes bug out causing a shock-like wave to go over my body what could it possibly be she hasn't said anything yet could it be about her or me or Haze or Ashton all my memories of the past half week flood me who could have told I told no one did Ashton spill to his biker buds 

"hello earth to Blake" Ellie's voice brings me out of my thoughts

 "sorry El what did you say" 

"I asked if you wanted to read it yourself or if you wanted me to" 

"well judging by your face I think I should" I tell her whipping out my phone opening the disher app and seeing it her newest rumor and probably one of her biggest and maybe least believable claim

"Does this motocross star have a girlfriend?"

undeniably this was about Ashton and me? I read further and my suspicions were confirmed

Early this morning I got an urgent tip from an anonymous viewer that reads 'I know for a fact that Ashton Baylor has a girlfriend' could this be true? Could Willow Brooks' own playboy have finally found his match? When I questioned the sender more about this supposed girlfriend all they could tell me is that she's a short brunette they wanted to keep it brief for the sake of the girl. So my loyal viewers be on the lookout for Ashton Baylor's new plaything. Kisses Disher"

Oh good lord now all of these people are gonna be unknowingly looking for me who the FUCK told better question who did Ashton tell 

"So is it you?" Ellie asked me

I pause contemplating if I should tell her for a second "what?"I say 

"oh come on Blake who else could it be" 

"I don't know but it's not me" 

"Okay honey keep telling me that but we both know the truth" 

"whatever El I have to go or else I'm gonna be late to class" I say to her before running off slightly panicking it's not that I really care that my friends know it's the fact that I don't want them to know like this 

walking into Sumner hall I slowly get surrounded by girls hinting at the same thing Ellie was "have you read the disher today" 

"who do you think it is" 

"your close friends with him you have to know" one girl blatantly asking the question 

"are you Ashton's girlfriend" I don't answer any of their questions I just walk quietly with my head down till I reach my classroom knowing I can't enter my class with this swarm of girls I just stand there waiting for them to disperse themselves looking hopeless as more and more girls approached thinking how my peaceful under the radar life was imploding slowly as the news came out even if not directly this was my future with Mr.bigshot top-dog on campus always in the limelight Ashton Baylor his mine our life under a microscope even after motocross the legacy will follow him am I ready for that? Is this what I really want? Was Caroline right? Is this ridiculous? His smooth voice brings me out of my thoughts 

"what are you all looking at" he asks me 

"the dish they posted about you" I inform him 

"what does it say" 

"here read it" I hand him my phone with the article pulled up I watch him as he reads it and the gears turn in his head as he realizes the situation he looks up announcing to the crowd 

 "no, I do not have a girlfriend" the sounds of disappointment echos throughout the hall as all the girls turn and walk away Ashton then leans down to me and whispers 

"because I haven't taken her on a date yet" making me smile cheesily as I look up at him the bubbly feeling I felt in the shower return as I see his blue eyes twinkle back at me he then says

 "hey I need to ask you a question about the homework" confused I start to ask 

"what ho-" Ashton nudges my arm as a signal to just go along with it 

"oh that homework sure" I say Ashton then grabs my hand and leads me to an unoccupied hallway he then opens a door off of the hallway and takes me into it the rooms dark but it only takes me seconds to realize its a supply closet 

"finally a moment alone where I can do this with no hesitation" Ashton then begins to kiss on my neck then trailing the kisses lower when he does so I spin him around so now his back is against the door 

"yes this is just what I needed" I say as I remove my neck from his lips placing my own on them removing them to ask 

"how long til class?" 

"About 10 minutes" he answers 

"perfect" I say kneeling down and undoing his pants taking him out 

"you're my plaything now Mr.Baylor"I say placing him in my mouth 

"oh baby" Ashton mutters as I start going down on him making tongue circulations on him in the shapes of big O's and small o's making Ashton back up to the door and grab my hair in a fist after that it doesn't take him long to bust filling my mouth with his liquid I suck all of it off of him making a shallow pop as I take him out of my mouth as I begin to stand Ashton takes me by the throat 

"swallow I wanna feel it go down" he commands I comply and swallow all of our babies down looking Ashton in his now murky blues he pulls me into a kiss by my throat letting go he returns to his baby blues 

"thank you baby" he says 

"what are almost girlfriends for" I say slyly smiling 

raising myself I whisper in his ear "just so you know there's more where that came from when I get promoted" lightly kissing his cheek lowering back down spinning him again so I'm by the door leaving him to dwell in the euphoria.