Without You

Chapter 66

Blakes pov

I sit in the corner of the jet wondering on Ashton's question fidgeting with my ring why haven't I said it I mean I feel it tremendously every time I'm with him I do love him why can't I manage to utter the words I love you Ashton or even I love you too it's not hard but I can't seem to manage those words it's like somethings holding me back but what I said it to Josh just fine but I can't say it to the one person that matters 

"what are you doing back here?" I hear his voice ask me snapping me out of thought 

"thinking" I tell him 

"about what" he asks me sitting down 

"us your question" I say sitting up 

"I'm sorry about that it wasn't right of me to ask you" 

"no, you were right Ashton" I say standing "why haven't I said it yet and the truth is I have asked myself that same question millions of times and I can never come up with an answer because every time I want to nothing comes out" I say pacing then stopping looking him in the eyes "I guess I'm just scared" I say sitting down hunching over defeated 

"it's okay to be scared take your time you'll say it when you feel ready. I love you Mrs.Baylor" he says pulling me to his chest there it is again I say to myself I love you! I love you! I love you! I scream inside but nothing coming out of my mouth I look up at him and express my love the only way I could manage I kiss him I feel his hand on the back of my head gently holding me in place for a moment then I pull away looking up at him seeing his pupils dilated and his ocean blue eyes becoming a cloudy blue-gray sky I giggle 

"what" he says to me 

"nothing" I tell him kissing him again as to distract him from my love in giggles I then start to take control initiating a makeout session as Ashton puts himself over me I wrap my legs around him pulling him close to me wondering my hands down his body to the edge of his shirt pulling it up and over his head so that he's exposed feeling his exposed body on me I flip over on top of him and take off my own shirt so that I'm equally as exposed as him as I lean back down to kiss him brushing my hair out of my face we hear a voice come over the speaker 

"We are about to land please be seated and welcome to new york" I pull back seeing Ashton through his head back on the couch as I roll off of him putting back on my shirt he sits up putting his on to I look over to him as he says "I love you baby" 

"me too" I respond catching him off guard and me a little too. 

As we walk through the airport I look for a sign that has our name on it. One catches my eye making a bit of disappointment arise in me 'Mr.Baylor' it says 

"are you our ride?" Ashton asks the little old man holding the sign 

"depends are you Mr.Baylor" he jokes 

"yes we are Mr. and Mrs.Baylor" Ashton says emphasizing the we 

"oh I'm so sorry I wasn't informed about the misses" he apologies to us 

"it's okay. It's unofficial" I tell him we then follow him out to the black Suv parked outside. He kindly opens the door allowing us both to get in before closing the door and getting into the driver's seat 

"we ready to go?" he asks us we both nod to him and he starts driving. taking us through the city the glistening lights reflecting off of each other putting me in a state of awe and wonder I gaze up to the tall buildings wondering what it must be like to live on the top floors I don't think were in texas anymore I kid to myself 

"what do you think of the city so far" he asks us 

"it's beautiful" I tell him 

"It must be a dream to live here" Ashton says 

"yeah it is. Would you ever consider moving here yourself?" he asks I look over to Ashton with eagerness and wishes in my eyes he looks back at me 

"yeah" he says sounding unsure I nod at him 

"yeah" I say certain 

"well we're here" our driver says as we pull into an underground garage and in front of two huge gold looking double doors he comes around and opens the door for Ashton and me as we get out he closes the door behind us "welcome to the Walton Mr. and Mrs.Baylor" he says 

"thank you, sir" Ashton says to him as the bell boy approaches us we shift our gaze he wheels our bags into the hotel and we follow. going through the merry go round doors we open up to a large extravagant lobby the gold from the doors carrying through the whole place we approach a big white marble desk so clean that I can almost see my reflection 

"I have a reservation for Baylor" Ashton says to the desk worker 

"yes, you are on the 14th floor your bags should already be up there" he informs us handing Ashton a door key we make our way to the grand elevator entering we look for our floor amongst the other buttons we both look at each other confused at the strange-looking floor button 

"hand me the key" I say holding out my hand Ashton places the singular key in my hand I insert it into the number 14 button and turn it the elevator starts moving we both stumble out of surprise 

"good job baby" he says making me smile when the doors open it reveals a gorgeous lavish penthouse room 

"I could get used to traveling with you Mr.Baylor" I say stepping into the room observing not saying a word taking in everything 

"So where should we start first the bedroom or the bathroom" Ashton says swinging me around to face him I give him a stern look 

"Ashton" I say 

"to check out besides we don't got time for that anyway" 

"what do you mean we don't have time? where are we going" 

"not telling it's a surprise" he says walking away from me 

"Ashton" I say following "you know I hate surprises" 

"I know" he says I look at him annoyed "be ready by 6 and dress nice" he says putting my bags on my bed I roll my eyes and start sifting through my suitcases I look up to Ashton standing there watching me 

"what are you doing sir?" I ask him 

"watching you" he says 

"no, get out if you get to surprise me I get to surprise you" 

"fine" he groans at me rolling his eyes he leaves the room.