Forgiveness, Trust & Forever

Emily

The crisp night air wraps itself around me as I stand on the edge of the walkway waiting for Hero to finish arranging our car, letting my eyes flicker to the side so I can catch a sneaky peak of him while his focus is elsewhere for a few seconds, taking in his trim body leaning against the wall as he talks into his iPhone looking every inch the model he is, I accept that even if I don't want it to my body is still going to be ignited with fire when he is near me forcing me to use every piece of my will power to keep him out of my bed.

My own body isn't doing to bad and has finally returned to its former model perfection letting me squeeze back into tiny dresses like I have opted for tonight, which I have now realised ended up being a little too inappropriate for the festivities after it has ended up with us in the hospital taking that first step at accepting Brandon's fate instead of in a club partying until the sun rises.

The dress has now disappeared from the publics view as it now sits under the suit jacket which had perfectly been teamed with Hero's three-piece suit earlier this evening. I had tried to refuse telling him that I was fine with just the chiffon sleeves over my arms to keep me warm but he had kindly removed it from his own torso and placing it over my shoulders the second we left the emergency department through the electric double doors, the small smile on his face as I gave in and accepted it reminding me of all the sweetness that he carries inside of him.

"Thanks man, see you soon" I turn my head away from the arriving ambulances and place my focus onto him again as he shoves his phone into his pocket "cars on its way" nodding my head I offer him a weak smile in return.

Everything about tonight has felt different, like something just didn't sit right, didn't make sense inside my head "hey Em whats wrong?" He pushes himself away from the wall, his arms wrap around me as his towering height casts a shadow over me, one of his arms loosens its grip on me moving up through the air lifting his hand to my face brushing a tear from my cheek that I didn't even know had sprung from my eye.

"I... We.... how..." stuttering I desperately try to find the words that my body wants to say, my brain focused on the what ifs in this situation while my heart breaks just a little bit more.

"Take a second" he hushes me as he wraps me back into his arms tighter than before.

"Excuse me" a bloke's voice interrupts the moment between us as he tries move past us with a wheelchair.

Hero moves us back to the wall he had previously been propped against leaning himself back on it he pulls me in front of him splitting his legs apart, so I fit snuggly between his thighs as he slides his hand inside the jacket and across my satin dress. The simple movement has a flutter forming in my stomach as he rests his hands upon the base of my spine pulling me flush against him "Hero" I whimper as he rests his chin on the top of my head "this isn't appropriate" I continue with my breathless speech as I feel his rock-hard abs through the pure white of his shirt and waistcoat.

Wiggling my body, I try to gain some sort of distance but fail as he keeps a firm grip on me "if you don't stand still, you're going to make me hard and I'm sure you wouldn't want that now" he moves his head back looking at me before bending down to my ear and purring "would you?" The sly smirk on his face as he looks back at my face teasing me as I wriggle again trying to clench my thighs as the simple purr in my ear and the warmth of his breath against my earlobe has the familiar heat pooling in my knickers.

The warmth of his palms presses against my butt cheeks as he pushes me against him "I warned you to stand still" he groans as I whimper in response forgetting what was troubling my mind a few seconds ago and now instead my focus is taken over by the feel of the impressive semi hard dick he is now sporting in his pristine slim cut white trousers. I drag my hands into his hair wrapping my fingers into the strands as I hold his head into the crook of my neck his lips pressing light kisses on my skin as everything in my body tingles "Emme" he groans pulling me out of my lust filled haze.