Nat x Wanda x Yelena One Shots

Depression • N.R.

[Reader...]  TW Warning..

I had messaged a few friends last night in need of someone to help me through a mental breakdown I was going through. But when they decided to tease me instead of helping me I just turned my phone off and laid in the dark of my apartment.

It was cold, and deep down I was hoping the cold would somehow freeze me to death so I didn't have to live anymore. Although I knew it wouldn't.

My girlfriend Natasha would be devastated even though at that exact moment, I could care less. I just felt so alone. I wanted nothing more than to just end it all.

I heard a knock on the apartment door, but instead of getting up to go answer it, I laid in the dark not caring who it was on the other side just wanting to be left alone.

I heard the doorknob jiggle and the door open, I stayed in bed hoping it was someone with a gun.

"Baby? You here?" I hear Nat say, but I didn't have the energy to answer her, I stayed laying on my bed with my bloodshot eyes concentrated at the wall.

I heard a few lights turn on in the living room, then i heard her opening the bathroom door before coming in my bedroom and turning on the light. I winced a bit at the brightness before relaxing my face again.

"Baby, you okay? Are you feeling sick?" She asks stroking my face, I shake my head not wanting to lie to her. She furrows her eyebrows before asking.

"What's wrong, my love?" She asks

"I've been trying to call you all day, you had me worried..." she continues, I stay silent not giving her a glance. That's when she got what was going on.

"Have you eaten? Showered?" She asks softly continuing to stroke my hair, I shook my head 'no' once again. She sighs before taking the blankets off my body. I immediately feel the guilt begin to crawl up my spine as she had to take care of me.

I work up enough to say.

"No." My voice hoarse from all the screaming and crying I had done earlier alone.

"No?" She asks

"No." I said before laying back down and putting the covers back over my body before turning my back to face her.

"Go home, Nat." I told her, but she didn't listen. Not a bit.

"Have you taken your pills today?" She asks, i shrug.

"It's not like they help." I told her in a tone with no emotion

"Baby, of course they help. That's why your like this, hold on let me-"

"Nat! Leave it alone! I don't want the fucking pills!" I yell sitting up a bit

She slowly approaches me, not wanting to anger me more.

"Then let's get you in the bath, I'll make you a nice hot bath and you don't have to eat I'll order you a smoothie, come on baby. Work with me here." She says desperately.

"I'm not worth it." I tell her tears streaming down my cheeks, her face totally changes to a sad sympathetic one.

"No, no, no, baby." She says quietly as she comes toward me to cup her hands on my cheeks, her hands were cold against my face. They felt calming.

"You are everything to me, you are worth it and so much more." She says leaning her head against mine.

"I'm just a problem, I'm always getting sad and needing someone to take care of me. It'd be better for everyone if I wasn't even here anymore." I tell her