𝗠𝗼̈𝘁𝗹𝗲𝘆 𝗖𝗿𝘂̈𝗲 𝗜𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 🤍

❤️ 𝗗𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗡𝗶𝗸𝗸𝗶 (𝗣𝘁.2) {𝗡𝗶𝗸𝗸𝗶 𝗦𝗶𝘅𝘅}

This part 2 was requested by WestHamBabe, so thank you so very much for the suggestion- I loved writing this part and tried to give it a good payoff because this imagine deserves it.

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Nikki's POV, Mid 1988

A lot has happened in the last year and a half, I'd fell into a deep love affair with heroin, even further than it had been when Robbin and I went on that vacation, I'd died from an overdose which gave me the fright and wake up call of a lifetime, a lot had changed for me because I was clean and sober now I'm gotten clean along with Vince, Mick and Tommy and it was one of the best decisions I'd ever made.

Many things are different but one thing which hadn't changed though was my interest and desire to find Y/N again, that woman has changed my life too, that night with her was something so incredibly special.

No, I never did find Y/N, I searched for her and searched for her for the rest of that vacation but couldn't find her... I asked everyone but nobody knew her, or knew where she could possibly be.

I've never given up hope I'd see her again, but the more time that passes the less hopeful I am that I'll ever see her again.

I could forget about her and move on but I didn't want too, I really didn't... we got on, we had things in common, we both felt something we'd never felt before and I know it's something I haven't felt with anyone else since.

Right now, I was at a bar with Vince, we'd decided to come out and try and be around alcohol but not drink it, it was a test because we could keep hiding from it, we'd have to face it eventually... if it got too hard then we agreed to leave.

It was only me and Vince as Tommy was on a date night with Heather and Mick was having back issues so Vince and I decided to just go it alone.

It was fun, we had a laugh, like we always do, Vince and I get along without incident- it's when we're recording we seriously argue because of conflicting ideas and what not but when we have down time and we don't have the pressure of recording we get on incredibly well- he's my best friend really, as much as sometimes I'm hesitant to admit it.

We'd been out for a could of hours and were thinking of calling it a night, we'd faced enough alcohol for one night- but as Vince paid for the last of our drinks he seems to realize something.

"Shit, do you have any more cash?" Vince wonders as he checks his wallet thoroughly, then his pockets.

"No, I only brought what I needed for the cab here, why?" I asked as I drink some of my soda.

Vince groans "Fuck, why? I put twenty bucks on the side for a taxi back before I came out and I forgot to pick it up... well, that's fun, looks like we're-" he starts before cutting himself off abruptly and smirking standing up suddenly "Actually, no... wait here man, I'll be back in a bit"

"What? Vince-" I say as the blonde bolts off "Vince! Where are you going?! Vince! Vin-" I tell but then give up muttering to myself "Oh fuck it, you do you, I'll just sit and wait here like a loner, cause that's what I wanted to do tonight obviously"

I huffed and decided to just sit and wait for Vince to come back, I just hoped whatever pain he'd come up with worked, I'll have to wait and see.