Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 43

15th march - Mother's Day

'Ive known about nikki three weeks, and I'm at the end of my second week back to work and it's Mother's Day and boy can I tell you how awkward I feel today not only because of nikki but I also think it's because it's the first day with Jesy.

'E' I heard 'yes' I shouted back 'are you up' they asked 'jake obviously I'm speaking aren't I' I giggled to myself and I heard him jogging up the stairs 'you got the presents' he asked 'yep you got floss' I asked and he nodded 'I've got to work on a Sunday' I moaned 'welcome to the real world' he giggled and I grabbed the card and the two present boxs 'but I'm not feeling myself, where is jess' I asked 'in her room, let me go get floss from downstairs' he said jogging back down them and then back up them 'ready' he asked and I nodded and we went over to her room 'happy mothers day' I smiled at her but then my smile dropped when I seen the suitcases on the bed 'going somewhere' I asked 'London..it's Sunday you go to nikkis' she said 'I thought you where leaving it with it being our first mothers day' I said 'babe, the world doesn't stop working just cause it's mothers day plus this is important' she smiled a little bit and I sighed and put the presents on her bed 'happy Mother's Day then' I shrugged and walked back to my room to pack for nikkis,the night I broke my wrist well mum and nikki sorted out a care arrangement that started on the week I went back to work so two weeks ago and basically it was at first I stayed with nikki on a Tuesday and a Thursday so she got to take me to school on the Wednesday and the Friday and then mum has me the rest and this week just gone nikki had me Monday,Wednesday and Friday and mum had me the other four and now I've known and I'm quite settled with her mum wants me to stay every Sunday and extra days aswell but I didn't think she ment tonight and even nikki thinks I'm staying here tonight 'you angry' a voice said 'no just annoyed plus I wasn't feeling myself' I moaned at mum and she sighed 'I'm sorry I just have to be in the studio by 6 tonight and somewhere before I'm home tomorrow' she shrugged 'it's fine,I'm gunna have to be super quick I have work soon' I said 'well you get packing then' she said 'mum.. I've known nikki as my biological mum for 3 weeks and already your shipping me off there more than I should be at this moment..tell me something am I keeping you here off my will and not yours' I asked and she pauses 'of course not' she said and left, which means yeah she doesn't want to be here even though she wanted a fresh start. 'Mum can you ask your driver to take me to work' I asked 'he isn't here' she said 'I'll walk, it's nice' I shrugged 'aw give us a hug' she smiled and I put my little suitcase down and walked In to her arms 'when will you be back, remember I only stay at nikkis on a Sunday as a permanent thing and this week I'm there Tuesday and Thursday so that means your back tomorrow' I smirked 'I'm hoping to be back tomorrow, I should be as Monday,Friday,Wednesday and Saturday are my days this week so yeah tomorrow' she smiled 'see you then, I'm not at school tomorrow I'm at work' I said getting my bag and suitcase 'yeah I know' she said 'bye jake' I smiled and give flossy a kiss 'see ya kiddo' he said and I headed out for work with my little suitcase in toe and nikkis present in my bag for Mother's Day and boy does it feel weird to have her a present.

'Orite mate' Charlie who plays Freddie said as I walked in the green room 'hey charl' I smiled 'moving out' he asked and I was confused 'the suitcase' he said and I shook my head on 'where is everyone' I asked 'Alfie and the other charlie are mucking around out the back and I think aydan is on his way, fab is in the dressing room and anna and Persephone are in their dressing room' he told me 'no nikki' I asked and he shook his head and I grabbed the handle of my case and walked to Anna's dressing room. 'Knock knock' I said as I walked in and sephie ran over and hugged me 'god I haven't seen you for weeks' she said 'well you had holidays whilst I was back in' I shrugged 'well now we are both back together' she smiled and I nodded 'what's in the case' anna asked whilst brushing her hair 'clothes..would you believe' I giggled 'oh haha' she said 'anyways have you missed me' seph asked 'loads' I smiled nicking Anna's treats that where in a dish by her mirror 'excuse me missy' she said pointing at me and I giggled 'so beautiful..like your..' She said and stopped talking 'mum' I smiled 'I didn't wanna brand her as that' anna shrugged 'well that's what she is even if it has been a few weeks' i smiled 'yeah then your just like your mum' she smiled 'thank you' I said looking at the Mother's Day card that seph got her 'that's cute' I smiled 'yeah and so are those nuts but they're all gunna be gone' she said 'nuts I shouldn't be eating them I'm allergic..I thought they where those hard pieces of fruit you get covered in white chocolate' I said spitting the one in my mouth into the bin 'do you need a doctor' anna panicked and I shrugged 'how can you mistake nuts for fruit' she asked 'they don't even frigging taste like nuts' I said 'fruit flavour' she said 'I'll be okay I think' I said 'you sure' she asked putting an arm on my shoulder 'I'm gunna go to my dressing room' I smiled heading for their door. I finally reached the room after walking the long corridoor,I swiped my little lime pass to open the door 'oh hi' I said to one of the make up girls 'hi babe, just preparing for getting ready' she smiled 'you seen nikki,is she here yet' I asked 'yep back in the green room' she said and i groaned 'allllllll the way back down there' I said and she giggled 'I'm leaving my belongings in here except this bag' I said and she nodded and I headed for the green room. 'Hi..again' I smirked as I passed Charlie who was coming out of the green room 'everyone's in there now..well half the roscoes, nikki and Eva, the blakes and the lomaxs oh and Ashley' he smiled and I went in 'have you just arrived' nikki asked 'no I've been with Charlie then with anna and seph' I shrugged and sat next to her 'how are you today' she asked 'good..annoyed' I laughed 'why' she said 'this cast..and mum' I shrugged 'only 3 more weeks to go and what's your mum done now' she asked 'mum..that reminds me' I said grabbing the present from my side bag 'happy mothers day' I smiled handing her it and a few awwws came from around us 'for me' she asked 'well no it's for kirsty you know after all she is my mum' I sarcastically laughed and she wrapped her arms round my kneck a little tight 'thank you I didn't expect anything' she said tears forming in her eye 'it's just a little something' I shrugged 'a pandora and a few charms isn't a little something' she said 'I'm glad you like it..I hope you don't mind a lodger' I smiled 'your at mine tonight' she asked 'mums gone to London, she promised today together and then when I asked her she was all ohhh ember the working world doesn't stop for mothers day' I said 'I'm more than happy for you to stay at ours, tammie and Amanda love you being there too' she smiled 'then I asked if I was keeping her here under my will and she just left, without a word' I shrugged 'she's probably tired, a baby, a teenager and one on the way plus travelling' she told me 'she's always trying to make me stay with you more..not that I don't like too..I mean just' I shrugged 'I get you..anyways I can't wait to have you tonight' she said hugging me 'she is back tomorrow' I said and nikki nodded and I laid down with my head on her knees and my legs over jess who plays nancy 'I cant believe you got me a present' nikki said after it being quiet and literally all eyes where on us 'well it would be rude not to' I giggled 'but you didn't have to I mean it's not even been a month' she said 'but what you are will never change' I said 'but I haven't exactly been the best one' she said 'you haven't known me to be able to' I laughed 'she's right Nik your still her mum' jess said whilst resting her arms on my legs 'it's time to make some television' Alfie said as him and the rest of the roscoe boys got up and then jess lifted my legs off her and went with them which left me, nikki,Jeremy,eva,Anna,Ashley and seph 'look at this lovely dis functional on screen family' Jeremy said 'bloody belters we are' I said 'yep' anna agreed giving me an are you okay look and I turned on my side but kept my head on nikkis legs but nodded at her 'how long till we shoot' I asked 'one hour' Jeremy told me and I nodded' I was tired and cold 'can I have your jacket' I asked nikki 'what for' she said 'to put over me I'm cold' I said and she nodded and took it off and asked Jeremy to put it over me.