Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 48

I've been on a day out with tammie and Charlie and we've just got back to work now, it's Friday and it's around 6:15pm and mums working till 7:30. 'Nikki your daughter has run me ragged' Charlie said chilling out on the green room couch 'you've only had one day of it' mum smirked 'oi shut up mum' I laughed and chucked a sweet at her and in the literally moment I got lost when I called her mum it brought Jesy into my mind and I have not spoken to her for around 4 weeks now not once has she bothered to contact me or answered my texts 'earth to Eliza how was your day' mum asked 'super cool' I smiled hugging tammie again 'she was no bother apart from having this one on his feet' tammie smirked 'credit to anyone with a teenage child' he said pretending to be asleep 'you mean credit to nikki sanderson having a daughter like me' I smirked 'I didn't want it to sound nasty' he said'I get it I'm a handful but that makes me who I am' I smirked 'don't we know it' mum laughed and I stood up to make my way  over to see ruby and kirsty 'here' I said handing mum another sweet 'thanks babe' she smiled putting her hand out but I swiped mine back 'unlucky' I laughed which caused tammie and Charlie to laugh 'no I'm just joking here' I smiled handing her the sweet and she pulled me down 'little monkey' she said hugging me tight 'must get that from you' I said hugging her back 'you got a lot from me you just don't know it' she smiled and I tried to get up from her hug 'not so fast' she smirked and I give her a mother/daughter kiss 'love you mum' I smiled and she let me go then and everyone was smiling and I made my way over to ruby 'hi rubesssss' I said  sitting in the middle of her and kirsty.

Nikkis P.O.V.

I watched as Eliza walked off to see kirsty and ruby and I just admired her in my own little bubble, that's the first time she's ever hugged/kissed me properly and meant it in public without arguing must I mention 'someone's got those puppy eyes on' tammie said and I looked at her 'I'm so in love with her even if she is hard work' I smiled at her 'you should be she's a good egg' she smiled 'don't wanna sound weird..that's the first ever kiss she's given me' I said 'that's not weird, she's getting used to you I mean let's be serious Jesy has not been around for a good month now' tammie said 'tell me about it nor has she contacted once or answered her text, I've made sure she texts her so she can't say it was Eliza's fault' I said 'I don't get why she's done it' tammie asked 'something tells me she couldn't handle her either and now she's gone she's glad to have a break, she will want her when she's back in the uk' I said 'Eliza won't go, I recon that's her with you for good' she said 'I hope so tam I really do, I mean look at that smile when she's here I mean I'm finally seeing her so happy especially after her past' I said 'has she spoke about her or out' she asked 'of a night time at home..not really she's starting to realise that Janice is actually dead now though she always talks about her of a night time and has been showing me a lot more pictures from her childhood, here look at this' I said getting my phone out and getting up two pictures one was of me and the other Eliza 'here' I smiled handing her the phone 'what the hell' she said and I laughed 'weird isn't it' I said 'which ones you and which ones her' she asked 'guess' I said and she pointed the one which the little girl had long hair 'that's you' she said and I smirked 'and this ones her' she said pointing to the little girl with really short bobbed hair 'actually no the other way round..I don't know the pictures are literally the same person' she said and I rolled my eyes 'long haired is my little baby' I smiled 'no way I thought you've always had long hair' she said and I shook my head no 'I was 4 on that and Eliza was 5' I said 'has she always had long hair' Tam asked 'from all the baby pictures from about 2 upwards yeah' I said 'spitting image of you, do you regret giving her up' she asked 'deeply regret it' I sighed 'you know her now that's the main thing' she said and I nodded in understanding 'I'm glad she's been off school in a way, these last two days she's been off all we have done of a night time is bond and she has been letting me in on her life a bit more' I smiled 'that's what I like to hear' she said smiling big 'I don't want her to go back school' I pouted 'she's still got this weekend off all of next week and next weekend off you have ages with her' she smiled 'and I don't want her to be 16 in a few months nor have her school prom' I sighed 'why not' she asked 'she's growing up, I want to spend time with her' I said 'then maybe it's time to have another' she suggested 'no way, I've just got Eliza back and I ain't loosing her all over a baby' I said 'just a suggestion' she said laughing 'I'm lucky she's let ash into our lives never mind asking if I can have a baby' I said 'it's not up to her' she told me 'believe me in my eyes it is, I mean she said she wanted me to be happy and if another child is what I want then to do it but I feel it's up to her, I mean I want a brilliant bond with her' I said 'okay nikki I think someone's got you round there little finger' tammie laughed 'no she doesn't know that I feel like I have to ask her she's already told me to do what I want when I'm ready' I said 'look over there nikki...look how smiley she is..I don't think having another baby is going to upset her' she said 'you'd be surprised' I smirked 'give over' tammie told me 'anyways I don't want one' I said and she just laughed 'she's lucky to have you' tammie said smiling over at Eliza who was squashed Inbetween kirsty and  ruby toy fighting them both 'I know she is, and I'm lucky to have her, if her school had never got her the auduition for this or for her agency and if I'd of never mentioned my daughter to her all those months back I probably would of never found her and to this day we still could of been working together not knowing who we actually where' I said 'are you glad you spoke about your missing daughter to her' she asked 'in a way I didn't want to I didn't want to find her cause I thought she might not wanna know me but in a way I'm glad cause Eliza was the one who helped me find herself and she took it good' I smiled 'look at her' tammie cooed as if Eliza was some baby, well she was, she was my baby and it felt good to finally know her 'she's a happy little bunny, she's been brilliant today' tam smiled 'I'm so glad she never kicked off for you' I said 'nope she had one Ritalin at 9am with no fuss and another at 1 with no fuss' she said 'and last night how was she for you' I asked 'hyper' Charlie said from under his SnapBack that he'd put over his full face 'oh god was she bad' I asked 'I don't ever need a personal trainer anymore, just have E for the day and I'll be sorted she never let me sit down' Charlie said 'sorry' I said 'don't be, she's a good kid' he smiled removing his hat 'she was good as gold which i was shocked at I thought she would of tried to push auntie tams old buttons' tam laughed 'she loves you I think she misses living with you' I said 'only cause she got free makeovers and hair does' she smirked 'quick ruby' I heard as they ran towards the door 'errrm where you two off' I shouted 'toilet' 'dressing room' they both shouted 'well don't be long when twinnie is finished we are going' I shouted and Eliza just waved as if to say okay and ran off 'you do realise they are probably up to no good' jess who plays teegan said 'what do you mean probably..they are up to no good' kirsty laughed going towards the windows 'what are they doing' I asked 'you'll see' she smirked as she pulled the blinds up 'why you doing that' Charlie asked 'well Ashley flicked abit of water at us through the window gap when he went to his car so I think they've gone to get him back' she shrugged and I could mentally face palm right now this could go anyway.