Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 55

'If I wanted to go with him I'd of said' I said kicking off 'Beth' Kirsty said 'kirsty' I mocked 'don't go attitude with me' she said sternly 'I don't want to go with him why can't I come with you' I said 'because your mam wants you to go with your dad' she said 'clearly isn't my dad hasn't bothered with me since my 16th which was back in July we are now in December' I huffed 'your mum doesn't need the stress right now, please do as she says' she asked 'just this once' ash said 'don't you brush off on me as if you are some sort of super dad because if we have to choose between fathers here I wouldn't choose any of you' I groaned 'that's not fair' Kirsty told me and I shrugged 'just let me stay with you' I asked Kirsty 'look Beth your mum is up at hospital with you 11 weeks early sister, she doesn't need your stress' ash told me 'no she doesn't seem to need me at all lately' I sighed and went and sat on the garden bench. It's December 20th and my mum went into early labour on the 15th which made her give birth my little sister on the 18th when she was just 29 weeks into her pregnancy, I've not seen mum or the baby at all since she's been born and mum hasn't contacted me so. 'Look if you really don't want to go with your dad you can come to work with me' Kirsty said coming over 'really' I asked 'yeah I don't want to put anymore stress on you' she smiled nicely and I gave her a hug 'look I'm gunna go see your mum I understand times are tough at the moment but go easy yeah' ash said and I nodded and he gave me a hug 'we love you, times tough and it's gunna be for the next few months just calm it' he whispered and I nodded as he pulled away and left 'come I'm gunna be late' Kirsty laughed.

'Don't say a word' I smiled to ruby as we walked back to the green room 'hi girls' Anna smiled 'hi' I beamed 'you okay' she asked 'got to be' I smiled and Kirsty walked in on the phone 'yeah she seems okay, don't worry I'm looking after her' she said 'yeah okay bye' she said again and hung up 'your mum asking after you, said you'd been ignoring her texts' she said and I smirked and then Charlie who plays Robbie walked in 'orite come on who did it' he said pointing to his hair which was green and me and Ruby laughed as Kieron came in 'not joking right but who keeps playing these pranks' he said holding his tin of wax 'don't look at me' I said as all eyes were on me 'whoever it is we will get you back' Charlie said and turned away with Kieron 'okay it was us' I said as all eyes were still on me 'what an earth did you do this time' sarah asked 'put thin glitter glue colour spray inside one of Charlie's hair water bottles I thought it was Alfie's and then put clear thick glue inside an old wax tray and put it on his dressing table' I laughed 'you girl are wicked' Anna smirked 'but you love it' I laughed   'We have never ever had a prankster as big as you' James who plays johnpaul said and I smiled sweetly 'how is mum' Anna asked and my smile dropped and she pulled me in 'I don't know' I answered truthfully 'she'll be okay, the baby will be okay do we have a name for the princess' she asked 'yeah,I thought you knew' I questioned 'nope haven't spoken to your mum yet, gunna phone her soon' Anna smiled 'she's called Isabella Jude Dawson' I shrugged 'we happy' she asked 'sort of, I don't want a sibling but I'm scared' I admitted 'look your mum is a strong woman and if that baby is anything like her and you for that matter then she will come out the stronger one' she said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear 'you know when you just get scared and everything feels like it's trapping you, and then all this stress with Isabella is making me angry and I'm just constantly kicking off' I told her 'I know..we all know how tough this is gunna be on you and your family but we will get through it' she smiled and I hugged her tight 'I'm scared something bad will happen' I admitted 'nothing bad is going to happen but for now you need to be good for ash and Kirsty, your mums got it tough she's probably not going to be home for the next month maybe more and she won't be herself' she told me and I nodded 'You know kid we are allllll here for you and your mum and ash and baby D' Charlie C said and I nodded 'I've gotta go film be back soon' Anna said and she left not far behind Kirsty I was left with Charlie,Charlie,Alfie,ayden and Sophie who all plays roscoes and then aunty tam and Greg who play grace and Trevor and then their wall Ellis and Jimmy 'have you got a picture of isabella' Sophie asked as she plonked herself next to me 'yeah she's so tiny' I sighed showing her my front screen 'gorgeous' she said 'what am I gunna do soph' i asked 'stay strong and brave' she smiled 'but I'm just a kid how can I be expected to do that when you know what's wrong with me' I shrugged 'think of your poor mum who's up there with your sister, she's probably stressed to the max, sad, bored and most importantly worried you just focus on yourself and figure out what's best for you then think of the surroundings, just make sure you stay calm in the process if not and you need some out time you got me, Anna Kirsty' she smiled 'and aunt tam..I'm sure we are due a sleep over' she smirked and I nodded.