Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 30

'I hopped off the plain at heathrow port with ma bag and my cup of tea..welcome to the land where I get papped and I get to see zayn' perrie was singing to herself and I couldn't do out but laughs 'perrie sorry to burst your bubble but zayns on tour..no seeing him' I giggled and she pouted 'shit oh well mothergoose it is' she said clapping her little hands together,I giggled and took felicitie out of jesy's arms and sat on the suitcase trolley Jordan was pushing over to luggage collection 'no get off you will fall with her' Jesy said 'Jordan go' I said and he laughed and pushed the trolley fast 'weeeeeeeeeee' I said laughing and flossy even laughed her little giggle made my heart melt man. I climbed off and held flossy the luggage was going round already,I spotted my pink suitcase and grabbed it 'bye guys me and floss are off' I said being serious,I can't stand to wait for them it's hot here as it's summer but I can't wait around in the heat 'where you going' jade asked ''drink for me and floss meet you by the doors' I said smiling 'wait up' jess said as she wheeled her suitcase and flossys baby one. We walked through the shop and I scanned the drinks,Jesy took flossy to look at the teddys 'coke or water' I thought out loud 'water it will keep you hydrated' I was confused until a pair of tanned arms wrapped around my waist,carter a smile crept up on my face and I was so happy to feel his touch even if I was annoyed with him over 7 days ago 'I missed you' I said and he picked me up so I could wrap my legs around his waist 'not as much as I missed you' he said kissing my forehead 'young love ehy' Jesy said signing at us and pretending to admire us 'shurup' I said climbing down off carter 'what you doing tonight' I asked holding his hand as he wheeled my suitcase with his free one 'sleeping in my girlfriends bed' he winked 'and sleeping is all you two will be doing' Jesy laughed as we came into view of the others. 'Right ladies it's been a good holiday I'll see you at work on Monday' Jesy said 'jess it's Thursday you will see us before Monday you idiot' Leigh laughed hugging us all 'but I didn't think use would come out your house because you know tired and stuff' Jesy shrugged 'yes we will come round or you come to us we aren't gunna be tired for 4 days off a 4 hour flight' jade laughed sticking her head out of her Addison lee window,I waved and climbed in the back of Jordan's car,I sat in the middle and had felicities car seat on one side and carter on the other,Jesy climbed in and jord began driving 'I can't believe how tanned you go' carter said putting an arm over my shoulder 'well you better believe it because this is how I go in the sun' I replied and rested my head on his shoulder.

We pulled up and Jordan parked at the bottom of the drive instead of going into the drive he was going to his house after we'd all got into jesy's sound and safely. 'Ill get flossy' I said and got out and carter got out I un strapped flossys seat and carter helped jess with the suitcases 'bye jords' I said waving at him 'see you whenever Eliza' he smiled 'are you not coming back tonight' I asked confused 'no I'm gunna wash my stuff and get some shit sorted at home' he said not looking back,weird. I went round up to the gate and stud next to Jesy 'home sweet home' she breathed 'hmm' I said standing in between her and carter and put my arms around her 'ehy like I said in Tenerife,this is your home and tomorrow you will legally be in my care' she said squeezing my shoulder and I nodded 'let's go In then,what's for tea' I giggled 'nandos,Chinese anything' she said beginning to walk up the drive 'Chinese,I wish we'd arrived back home in the afternoon instead of tea time,it's time for bed soon' I laughed 'Eliza it's 3pm no where near bedtime' carter laughed and followed Jesy and I followed behind holding flossys car seat. I heard a door click open but it was our front door we where still only half way up our drive 'Libby,Libby,jess oh my god' we heard shouting I looked up to see mum running down her drive to us but the fence was guarding her coming by us thank god 'where have use been i haven't seen you for 15 days that's over 2 weeks' she said to us I gulped and turned flossys car seat around so she couldn't get a glimpse no one answered her 'aren't you even gunna talk to me' no one answered just just slowly walked up the drive as mum was looking at me with sad eyes man I wanted to go hug her but I know if I did that jess wouldn't be happy 'why are you not talking,I need you,I have one child left that actually speaks to me,I've lost not only one but 3 of my kids please' she pleaded 'Jessica you out of all people,you where the last one I least expected to take away my daughter and call her your own,you took her away from me for over 2 weeks now she won't even look at me why' she shouted and jess stopped and walked over to the fence 'no I never made her stop speaking to you,I may have took her in but that's because she was alone no one else to go to because you kicked her out for coming to see me do you not remember,it's all your fault mum,you blamed her for josh and siris death when she did nothing wrong,as of tomorrow she will be my own I'm making it legal' she hissed at her ouch harsh 'you can't do that' she said pointing at me 'I can and I will,you won't be seeing any of us no more,you lost that priority 2 weeks ago when your daughter needed you the most' jess stressed at her 'you can't do that to me jess' mum cried 'oh I can and I am,I don't want her seeing you anymore,she's in my care now and I say what's best for her and not seeing you is probably best who blames their own child for the death of their other child' jess said in disgust 'your not fit to be a mother,your 23 next week and have a 4 month old and a 14/15 year old and are never in England how are you gunna manage Libby needs schooling and a stable life style' she said 'no mum I'm fit to be a mum I have a school tutor for when we are out of England for Eliza don't go turning the odds on me because you've lost out on two of your kids' jess shouted gripping her case tighter,I was in tears by this point and carter was just stud rubbing his kneck 'Im loosing out because of you,you've always wanted her as your own and now you've got that your hiding her away' she shouted and I flinched 'I'm not hiding her away,i took her on a holiday to get her out of this big mess and to help her get back on track' jess fought back 'no jess I won't let you do this' she said letting go of the fence and looking at me but I just turned away 'well I am doing this,she wants this,it would never blame her for the things you have blamed her for or the things you blamed on her in the past,no wonder she's always wanted to be close to me' Jesy said letting go of her suitcase and rushing over to the fence side to point in mums face 'she doesn't want to see you again either,you kicked her out for walking next door to see me no wonder she doesn't wanna see you again' she carried on shouting 'is that true Libby' she asked looking at me,my eyes where watery and I was struggling to get my breathe out never mind words 'Elizabeth answer me' my mum demanded but I just gulped and looked at Jesy who was looking at me,I looked at carter who was stud awkwardly and then looked back at my mum 'well is it true,do you not wanna see me again,you wanna chuck our relationship away,you don't want a mum no more,you wanna grow up with just your sister and no parents' she asked as if she was going all crazy I couldn't I would be lying if I said I never wanted to see her or speak to her again but if I did I'd loose Jesy,I know what Jesy is choosing is probably the best descision for me as she did kick me out for going to see my big sister,I won't ever forgive her for blaming Josh's death on me for being at the same party but I don't know if I could face never speaking to her 'I haven't got all day Elizabeth' she spat at it made me jump.