Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 14

It's November 5th,bonfire night and also the day of my audition for the dance school,I met Siri last month,she is lovely and we get on so well aswell,she stayed here for a few nights after I had my argument with jess and we had girly nights with Abbie and my mum. I haven't seen jess in like 2 weeks,They've been in Japan but there due home soon and won't be back out of the UK till felicitie is here as Jesy can't fly now. The next day after we argued she came in to see if I'd calmed down but I'd gone out with my dad,I'm serious I want to keep distance for a while see If that helps.

My auduitions at 11:45am and it's 11am,we have stopped off for a mc Donald's breakfast,there's me,Abbie and john. They're coming along to cheer me on. I've choose to sing as I couldn't think of dance routine on the top of my head and I haven't seen Jordan either so I couldn't get help. Am I nervous? Yes..what am I singing? Beyonce listen. My favourite song. It's called dance academy but they do everything here,drama,singing and dancing. I can dance and sing and probably act I've never really tried or attended drama in school. 'What do you want Libz' my mam asked 'just a sausage and egg muffin please' I asked,I'm in the back with Abbie. Mum passed us our food and we drove towards the school. It was a 10 minute drive from McDonald's so we had plenty of time. 'Are you nervous' Abbie asked,I nodded and looked back out the window. 'Whats up kid' asked john. 'Nothng big' I told him he just looked at me and nodded. I carried on eating and staring out the window. Abbie is on her phone and mum and john are talking. 'Jess is back today' john told mum 'I can't wait to see her,2 weeks ago she went I know she's been away longer than 2 weeks before but she's pregnant and yeah' mum told john back. 'Mum she's pregnant not dying' John laughed 'yeah but she shouldn't really be flying now she's well past 3 months' mam blabberd on 'she will be fine mum,has she contacted you' he asked 'no Japan it would be to dear,I'll see her tonight' mum replied. I just shook my head.

'Are you looking forward to seeing jess..Libby' john asked

'Hmm I guess yeah' I said

'It will be good,you have had a two week break without talking you will be fine' he told me

'Do you miss her' Abbie interupted

'Obviously she's still my sister and I still love her' I sternly told her

'Yeah but I thought because you didn't want to be close to her anymore or see her only when she's off work that you might not miss her as much' she fired back

'Yeah it's been over two weeks and she's at work and when she comes back I'll see her,I'm not stopping talking just don't want to be as close try to stop the arguments' I told her

'Now now girlies' mam said

'Mum'

'Yes baby' she replied whilst looking in the mirror

'Doesnt matter'

She looked at me through the mirror and softly smiled she knew I missed jess more than anything in this world. But I did what I had to do. We pulled into the parking lot and I felt sick,there wasn't many cars here, we all got out and I gripped on to my mum and we entered the academy. A lady showed us to the audition room and I walked in, mum,john and Abbie following behind they sat down on the benches and I gave my name in and the woman judging said I can start whenever,I grabbed the microphone from the table and put my thumb up the man at the music stand he nodded and the tune of listen began playing,I took one last deep breathe and began to sing.

Longest 3 minutes of my life,I had just auditioned for the dance academy though,the women was lovely that was watching the audition. We where currently driving back home...pulling up I seen Jordan car in the driveway of jesy's garden. I missed him aswell,I frowned and got out the car and went up to our door and unlocked it. The first thing I did was put the heating on it was soooooo cold. I jumped on to the sofa and put the tv on but it was soon taken over by john,not fair,I got up and went to my own room. God such a boring day ahead,I stuck on 'grown ups 2' and got under my quilt,not even half way through the film and I'd fell asleep.