Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 12

Mergh,I didn't know what to do,my dads here,last time I seen him he was bullying my big sister and I hated him for it,I told him never to speak to me again and he did,he text me off his phone when i was in hospital,I thought my nan didn't speak to him anyways.

Awkwardly standing in the door way,nan smiling at and john aka dad was looking at me,I didn't even know what to do.

'Hi babe,what brings you here' nana asked calmly

'Package,dropped at our for you off jess' I replied

My dad was still looking at me,it's hard to believe he looks so different from when I last seen him months ago,he looked clean,shaven and right. He looks like a younger man than his age.

'Libby,im so glad your okay,I'm so glad your not dead,I'm so glad your still here' my dad churped up

'Sometimes I wish it had of worked and I wasn't still here,like today' I spoke back

'Oh babe whys that' nana asked

'I had to come home,I'm being bullied again'

'Elizabeth they aren't worth it,your 100x better then them' dad piped up again

Wow he has some nerve talking to me at least he's being okay I guess,I walked and sat next to nana and dad faced us both.

'Im so sorry for the first time we met,I will admit I was on drugs back then but this time I'm honestly not lying,since getting arrested and fined back then I've stopped,I've sorted myself out I have a job and I'm moving on with life,I want to be apart of the most important things in life which are my children,well you..jess,john and josh hate me but you maybe we could give it ago' he asked

I wasn't so sure,would he hurt me again? Would he lie again? Would he bring my feelings down again? What would jess think of this?

'Okay,I don't know if to believe you' I shot back

'Libby I'm not lying to you,I promise I've changed' he sounded up tight

'You promised that when I met up with you,do you know how much shit I got in for that' I protested

'Look I am not lying,speak to my wife if you want,here I'll put her on the phone you can go out there and have your first conversation' he quietly hit back.

He handed me his phone and a woman that didn't sound old either answered,she sounded around 35/36.

R: hello john darling you okay

M: hi Rachel it's Libby

R: Libby as in the daughter john never knew about

M: ha yeah that's me,erm I'm calling because well he told me to actually..has he changed

R: yes,since the day he got arrested the police gave him one last warning he's clean,we have moved house since to get away from his friends that imply him the drugs

M: orite I just don't know what to believe,he lied to me the first time we met..what street

R: cross grove street

M: oh yeah cool,I hear use have a boy

R: he's not actually your dads,he's two and I got with your dad when I was 6 months pregnant,he's called Layton john nelson

M: so he calls my dad..dad

R: yeah he's on the birth certificate

M: okay cool..so he's deffinatly a Changed man 100%

R: babe I promise

M: it's just I'm still not aloud to see him what so ever..so I don't wanna like be meeting up with you lot behind my family's back for him to still be a waste of space