Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 7

Everything was still black,I couldn't open my eyes,why is everything black the last I remember is white,seeing nan,Ella,talia,Moira,Dave and baby Jacob. Now all I see is black,I hear beeping,I hear people,men and women. I feel someone touching my hand,faint sobs fill the air. I can't move I tried moving my feet,eyes and hands but nothing,it's useless. I'm useless.

I hear the door open and a man starts talking 'hello,I'm doctor tores and I'll be keeping notes of Elizabeth's sats,so far she seems to be doing good,she's been asleep over 24 hours,her body should start to wake up now,she's been giving plenty of fluids through the night drip she had and is now just attached to a sats machine wich seems to be going well so far but like we said 48hours is critical for her,Elizabeth's breathing seems to be at best right now,I have to say she was lucky,5 minutes longer and she would of unfortunately not of been here,miss nelson finding her when you did was good,now visiting for this afternoon is over there can only be one person with her,if the rest could leave till tonight'. I hear shuffling but the person holding my hand stays put,the door shuts and I'm guessing there gone.

Je: hey baby girl,my little sister..you'll always be that no matter what anyone tells you in the future,I know you can hear a tiny bit,well so the doctors seem to think,I can't even explain how I felt when Jordan phoned me,all I heard was crying and it scared me I was like 'Jordan,calm down and explain' he stopped crying for not even 2 seconds 'jess,it's Libby' is all he could get out,I genuinely thought it was you on his phone when he said jess it's Libby..then he spoke again 'I want you to get the girls around you and sat by you and I want it on loud speaker' I didn't cry as I dint know what was coming,I got the girls in our room,well perrie went to get them from there room next door. Anyways we all sat around my bed,perrie was practically on my knee jade lying on jades knee and Leigh sat on the edge by me and the phone was in the middle of our small circle. I told him to carry on 'babe,your mam phoned me,she's with the kids,your brother josh and sister,she was crying really loud,I couldn't understand her,josh took the phone for a minute and then handed her back she asked me if I'd be able to get to Romford and I said yes because you know I'd do out for your family well I ran to my room and packed a small bag together whilst she was calming down then she came out with it,she was a right mess I hardly understood her at first' I screamed at him,I was upset by now I screamed at him to see what she said then he said 'Libby's committed suicide,that's all she said babe then the phone went dead,I'm on my way to Romford hospital now' wow by god did it hit me,I couldn't even move I was froze on the spot,my stare was frozen,perrie was practically hanging off my kneck hugging me,crying her eyes out,I let the tears stream down my face,the other girls crawled up the bed to me and hugged me tight,I had my 3 bandmates hanging off me,I didn't mind I needed it,I needed comfort,Leigh being the stronger one in the situation got off the bed and began packing mine and Perries suitcases. Half way through she said 'I've got tears on both your clothes I'm sorry' then went to pack hers and jades case. Within an hour we where private jetting it back to the UK. I've read your letter,everyone read your letters to all of us. You made us cry,harder than we where already crying. I'm genuinely so gutted right now,mum thought you where dead Libby,Jordan thought you where dead and so did our brothers,mum found you not breathing and josh just happened to be behind her,the ambulance whisked you off before mam had chance to see if you where still with us or not. You've scared us big time babe and not knowing whether you could be here in the next two days is daunting. When I said all good things come to an end I didn't mean you,your good but your a different type of good,your my good and I need my good with me. When Jordan said those 3 words my heart shattered..almost felt as if I'd had an arrow shot through me 'Libby's committed suicide' rang through my ears and it still does now. I will find the bully's That did this to you. Mums at the coffee machine,she's staying with you this afternoon I'm going to your school to let them know,I'm doing an assembly,me the girls and Jordan,josh and john. I'm going to put a stop to this once and for all. Your not going back to that school,you and mum are coming to London to live,I need to keep an eye on you a close one. I read through your twitter on the way home,mixers have been going crazy,tweeting you,me,Jordan. Mum told Jordan to announce it but he wouldn't so I did off our twitter. 'Please excuse my quietness at this time,I need space and my family thankyou mixers I love you' nothing major eh. Right mums back I need to go,I have to be at the school for 1pm and it's half 12. I love you so much see you soon dotty,please wake up not only does our family need you but another one does to