Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 60

It's March 3rd, nearly 3 months since the passing of Jesy,Jake and Isabella and I'm not doing very well. Felicity had her 3rd birthday back in January and now goes to a school that does nursery from 3 onwards and baby harmony goes to a day care that's provided by work. We thought things would get better but I've gone down hill dramatically.

'You have work' Kirsty said 'after work I finish at 11' I said 'come on Beth, you are not doing yourself any favours' she sighed sadly 'I don't care, maybe I'll get to be with jesy' I sighed 'no, you don't want that you're just sad and down and I'm going to help you over come that' she said 'you can't, do you not see that, no one can help me I'm deluded in the head' I cried 'no you aren't, we are all trying but you are not letting us' she stressed shaking my shoulder 'girls, leela and Montana are up in two' lee shouted and Kirsty just nodded 'now, your mum isn't here for 3 days because she's had to go London with the girls but I'm gunna help you' she said 'I don't want help, I want to be left alone' I cried 'not a chance, what so you can hurt yourself..or worse kill yourself, no way Jesy would not want you like this if she could see you now she'd be going insane' she said 'I just want to hug her so tight' I sobbed 'I know and I want that for you too but right now it isn't happening and she wouldn't want you so sad, she'd want you to be happy and moving on and helping yourself not destroying yourself, you're just 16 you're just a baby' she said 'whenever I think about good things in life I just stop myself, I can't be happy I've lost the person that brought me up I need to be sad' I said 'no, your mum would want you to be happy, you're safe and content and she'd be happy with that, you and the two girls are well looked after she'd be buzzing, she'd want you to move on and remember her in a good way' she said and I sighed 'let's go film, I can't talk about this anymore' I said 'Beth' she said grabbing my hand 'yeah' I asked 'promise me after you finish because you finish before me you aren't going to leave here and go get yourself drunk or high or in to trouble' she said 'I'm not promising' I told her 'then for me, for Jesy please don't leave without me' she asked 'fine, I'll wait' I cried and walked off.

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'It's okay peri, baby steph will never forget you' Nico told her 'she's moving away without me, I'm never going to see them' she cried 'hey you will don't worry' I said soothing her softly 'yeah you will, don't worry about it all' Nico said looking devilish 'don't do any of your stupid tricks' I warned Nico, she was weird as hell and so freaky anything she does or says is enough to put me off her lately. I linked with peri to take her back home and Nico left to do whatever she was up to, I opened peris door and took her in 'what happened' leela asked 'mum' peri just cried 'Tom and his selfish antics' I said 'aw baby' leela said taking her into her arms 'I'll sort him' Courtney, peris cousin said and left the house 'I'm never going to get to see Steph ever again' peri whaled 'you will' Cameron seethed and leela rubbed her noticeable little bump 'how are you lee' I asked 'good, I forgot what pregnancy feels like, I swear I never felt this sick with peri' she said 'maybe you're carrying a boy' I shrugged 'maybe Montana maybe' she laughed and peri just sobbed away 'I have to go because auntie sisi will be wondering where I have got to probably, God I miss my mum these next few days better go quick' I said 'see you soon babe and I'm sure when your mum gets back from abroad she'll be feeling fresh brained again' leela said and I left. I walked across the village and headed for home but warren shot out from his garage 'Oi you, minniver' he sneered coming towards me and I just looked shocked, scared but pretended not to be 'your mum yeah, thinking she's big' he said grabbing my colour with force 'that's nothing to do with me' I said 'I want you to give her a messages from me yeah' he said not letting go and I gulped 'she ever and I mean EVER comes near this garage or me again and she will have consequences' he said 'you don't scare us' I said 'what minniver, I mean it' he said 'back off warren' I scolded as best I could 'I mean it Montana, I'll kill every single one of you, you don't know my past, I'm not as nice as I look ill make it slow and painful for your mum and make her watch me kill you and precious little Minnie first before finish her off' he said close to my face and I'll admit I cried a little 'you wouldn't dear' I said 'wanna try me' he said dragging me to the garage 'OI get off her' two male voices shouted over 'aw what you two gunna do' he said tightening his grip 'leave me alone' I sobbed as Adam ran over and punched warren one and he let go of me and I ran into joes grip 'please stop him' i begged and joe pulled Adam off and Adam pulled me close 'you are safe monty no one will ever hurt you' he said 'he said he's going to kill me and make mum watch' I told him 'you're sick fox, sick' he spat at him 'and I love it' he snickered getting up off the ground 'I wasn't scared of Patrick and I'm damn sure I'm not scared of you, try me warren because I'll kill you myself' I threatened him with the outburst of confidence I just got 'bring it montana' he said 'OI, she's just a kid in fact a baby still you go anywhere near her or her family you'll not only have Adam to deal with but me too' joe threatened and warren backed away a bit with his hands up and a big smirk on his face 'what was that about' Adam asked 'he just grabbed me I was going home' I said and Sienna was heading for us 'what's going on, we having some sort of gang meeting' she said handing warren his lunch 'no, you wanna tell your little boyfriend here to keep his hands to himself and not to throw them around at kids' Adam said 'keep up the attitude big boy' warren said to Adam 'auntie Sienna' I cried and ran to her grip 'auntie..' Warren said pausing 'yeah monty is my niece' Sienna said proudly 'wow' warren whispered and gulped 'not so big now are we foxy' joe said 'hang on a minute what am I missing out on' Sienna asked 'your little boyfriend here had Montana by her collar and was shouting threats' joe said and Sienna looked at warren 'it wasn't like that, we were just chatting weren't we monty' warren said and I pushed myself closer into Sienna's side and she tightened her grip 'talking..no warren you have scared the poor girl to death, you threatened to kill her and her sister slowly and painfully infront of Maxine then finish her off, that's disgusting' joe said angry toned 'you did what' Sienna gasped 'I didn't mean it babe' he said 'you do realise mont is my niece and Minnie is my sister, Maxine she still is my stepmom..if you ever and I mean ever hurt any of them Maxine included I will hurt you, believe me warren you don't want to start a war with me' she said 'babe..I did it to scare her, try keep her mum away from my garage and her mitzeee did get me banged up I just wanted to scare her and get payback on mitzeee' he said and I cried 'she's 14 warren, that is not fair and bang out of order she's just a child, and pay back on mitzeee..don't bother warren anything you do to hurt mitzees family now won't be hurt mitz so stop whilst you're ahead' Sienna said slyly 'she hurt my family I'm gunna hurt hers' he said 'anything you do to us won't hurt her anymore' I cried 'just cause she lives away doesn't mean she won't feel pain' he said 'she's dead warren, dead' Sienna said and he looked blankly and then looked me right in the eyes and his face looked washed out 'dead' he asked 'yes dead, now can you please leave my family alone' I begged sadly and walked off 'way to go warren, don't come home tonight' Sienna said running after me 'sweetheart' Sienna shouted but I just carried on walking 'montana' she said 'what' I screamed and turned around and she looked taken back 'I'm sorry about him, sorry that  he ever threatened you' she said 'it's okay he wants payback I get that' I shrugged 'but he shouldn't be doing it to mitzeees family..my family' she said as got to the folley and I just sat down and she wrapped her arm around me 'so I just want it all to stop' I cried 'it will all be over soon' she said hugging me tight 'if you think my mum killed Patrick why are you still so kind to me' I asked 'because you're just a kid, this isn't your fault' she said 'no but she's my mum' I said 'and something tells me she didn't do it, but I love you monty' she told me 'I love you to' I smiled 'good now should we go' she asked 'is warren going to be there' I asked 'nope, not tonight' she smiled and I took her hand and she walked me back to the village 'don't ever be scared of wazza not whilst I'm around' she smiled and I giggled and we made our way to the flat.