Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 46

'its 8:30am my child' nikki said groaning as she dragged her self from the kitchen to the green room with her cup of coffee 'how was yesterday' I heard anna ask nikki 'eerm okay,weird,unexpected' nikki shrugged and I went off by Charlie, tam and jaz 'oi sanderson..what do you feed this child' Charlie shouted 'can someone in here please tell me how to stop my child being so bouncey at this time' nikki said and I laughed I haven't had my Ritalin plus it's a good mood day after a crap one yesterday 'has she taken something' jazz laughed.

Nikkis P.O.V.

i watched as Elizabeth jumped around the green room so happy to her little self, it was amazing to see her like this but also tiring her mam was right when she said she had some problems coping. 'Taken nothing jazz' I sighed as Eliza went off to cause trouble with ruby and seph somewhere 'is she okay I mean shouldnt she be upset' Charlie asked 'she had her moment when they buried Janis but it kicked off after that with her 'mum' well sister jess' I shrugged 'she still should be sad if it kicked off' he said 'nope, jess is practically abandoning her I have her with me now' I said 'so you've got like custody of her' he said 'no jess wants her back in July just after her 16th' I sighed 'no that's not fair palming her off for you to deal with then taking her back' jazz butted in 'she's legal I'm not' I shrugged 'then make it' Charlie said 'I can't it would be to much hassle..Eliza wanted me to sign some papers today to start the prosess but' I said 'but nothing if she wants it then surely you do too' jazz questioned 'i do more than anything' I said 'then do it, if the child's said yes then why you worried' she asked 'cause of her behaviour,I mean look at her today I can't cope with that most mornings' I said 'get her under your control surely you can take her to the doctors does she have anything wrong' jazz asked 'I'm not sure..ADHD I think she said' I shrugged 'then she will take a tablet has she taken that today' she asked 'I'm not sure she hasn't spoken to me about things like this yet' I said 'well your gonna have to speak to her about it, your about to go in for custody again' Charlie said 'I know...these last 3 days I havent been able to cope with her, moody,angry now this hyper I've never seen a kid so hyper ever even my niece and nephew aren't this bad and they're kids' I said 'it's not right for her just waking up either' tammie said 'hey a plus side she will be tired for you tonight' anna laughed 'oh don't talk about tonight' I said covering my eyes 'why' jazz laughed 'first night in our first well for her old home as mother and daughter' I said and Anna's face lit up with the biggest smile 'erm hello what's going on' she said 'well Jesy has vowed to pay for her house still as long as we live in it and I take care of E' I said 'so little miss nikki sanderson who lived with her friends because she was scared to move out is moving in to not just any house but a huge cool house with her little girl' jazz smiled 'I've gotta do what's best for my daughter, I don't want to loose her so I'm proving her I can do my best so yeah little old me is moving into the big bad world' I smiled so cheekily 'I am supER happy for you' anna said making the ending of super sound weird 'it's got to be done' I said 'it does indeed my little matey' Charlie said 'you'll be fine Niknak just keep to your rules and she will get used to them' tam said 'I know' I smiled as the green room door went flying open and two teenagers fell through 'now look what you've done you idiot' I heard Eliza say with her voice raised and we all watched over 'that was your fault' seph said as she stood up tall looking down at ruby and Eliza who where on the floor 'no you chased us and kicked the back of my leg which made me fall into ruby and her fall into the door' Eliza said 'no you started it' seph said 'no you did and you hurt me and you hurt ruby your an idiot' she said and I knew what was coming 'see' I said to jazz 'what' she asked 'her mood goes from this really hyper girl who doesn't listen to this girl who really can't decide if she is going to bite or fight' I sighed 'talk to her, see if she's actually took her tablets' she said and I stood up in sync with anna to go sort the girls out 'we better jump in' anna laughed 'jump in I swear that child of mine is cursed' I said 'it could be worse they're just word arguing for now' Charlie said 'believe me Charles she will flip and when she does she doesn't stop' I said 'say it again I dare you' I heard coming from Eliza 'oh sweet child of mine' I said and jazz and tam laughed and I walked over 'okok quit it' I said to the three girls 'she started it' Eliza said 'and we are finishing it' I said 'well I don't care she shouldn't of started it and none of this would of happened' Eliza fought back 'eliza' I said putting my hands out for ruby and Eliza to grab but Eliza refused 'thanks Nik' ruby smiled 'are you okay' I asked her 'yeah I'm just a bit sore on my wrist and foot but nothing I can't cope with' she said and I smiled 'now are we gunna sort this out' anna asked the two teens left by our sides and seph just huffed and Eliza give her a dirty look whilst on the floor still 'girls come on your 15 and 17 well nearly' anna said 'and' seph said 'we are here to work not fight' anna said 'tell her that' Eliza said pointing to seph 'no we are telling you both it, you see each other every other day you need to be friends' I said 'so your sticking up for her she just nearly seriously hurt me' Eliza said and I rolled my eyes 'well she didn't so come on up' I said and offered my hand but Eliza batted it out of the way and stormed off herself 'honestly nikki it's fine, let her cool down' seph said and we all went back to our seats 'gosh you've got your hands full' jazz said 'tell me about it I do not know how to sort this one out' I said 'was she okay this morning' Charlie asked 'hyper but not this bad nor was she moody' I said 'I think I might know how to fix it' ruby said coming over 'how' I asked and she looked sephie and seph just shrugged 'seph come on quit it now, you know your the reason she's turned from hyper to angry in such a short time' ruby said 'fine, I think i can fix it well you can fix it' seph said and put her hand in her pocket and pulled something out 'what's that' jazz a see 'her Ritalin for today' seph said 'why've you got it' I asked 'she handed me it this morning saying she didn't want it and then she asked for it when she started getting angry but I wouldn't let her..I just wanted to see if she could get over it and keep to her normal self without filling this into her system' she said 'it's fine just give me it I'll take it to her but seph she will always have to have this' I said 'why though, why can't you just try her without it isn't any good for her insides' she said 'babe she's 15 she's young and still gets out of hand, that keeps her calm and on track you should of just gave it her' jazz said 'I'm sorry' she said 'don't be, how about I take this to her have a little chat if she will listen then send you up' i offered and seph nodded 'breathe Nik..you can do this' tam said 'for once I think I can..I'm off to sort my daughter out by myself for the first time ever, I can do this' I laughed 'your a mother, mothers instinct is always best' Charlie said and I stuck my thumb up and went off to find her. 'You in here' I said opening the dressing room door and there she was sat on her makeup chair getting her face done by Becky 'hi' Becky smiled and i nodded 'here take these' I said placing the tablets infront of her and a glass of water 'I don't need them' she said 'erm I think you do' I said laughing a little bit 'look how angry you just got with seph' I said 'it's her fault' she said 'now that enough, take them' I said 'no' she refused and Becky left us to it 'why not' I asked 'don't want them and I don't have to listen to you' she said 'erm I think you do your in my care now' I said 'no I don't your not my mum you've never been my mum you hardly no me' she said and stud up from her chair and it made the lump in my throat from being nervous turn into a big lump which made me want to cry 'okay I tried to come in here and stand my ground but you don't listen, I am your mum and there isn't anything you can do' I said 'now take these please' I asked calmly 'no' she bluntly said chucking them on the side and literally crushed them up 'seriously, you child are in handable I physically don't know what to do with you I can not cope' I said blowing my lid 'you would not know you have never been there you didnt even know who I was till a few months back' she shot back 'stop Eliza stop making me feel bad for giving you up' I shouted which was uncalled for 'stop acting like the person you've never ever been and the person you never ever will be I don't need you I don't need any of you' she said which broke my heart cause I can physically see how hurt and wound up she actually is and I know she means none of this 'Eliza please' I pleaded 'leave me alone, I hate everyone and everything' she said 'how has this even happened' I asked 'you sticking up for Persephone when she started it' she told me 'I'm not on anyone's side at all' I said 'you should be in mine' She said 'this is childish it was a petty argument go in there and say sorry' I said using my fingers to point now 'no I don't want to' she fought back 'oh sweet child' I muttered 'bit louder please' she said oh she was pushing me 'I'm the adult your the child you listen to me and me only' I told her and she just laughed 'what's funny' I asked 'you' she shrugged 'why because I'm trying my best to be a mother to you and to prove to you I can be there for you, I'm done trying and I've only done this once so far I honestly do not know what you want me to do' I shouted again and seeing the tears in her eyes broke me in two big parts 'send me back to london' she shouted and literally ran off.