Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 40

'I am up' I shouted and threw my cover off me and stomped around my room beginning to get ready, today I was starting work at 12 for once instead of half 7. I just let anything and everything bang in my room today wasn't a good day. 'Eliza stop it' jesy said practically whisper shouting at me because jake and perrie where down stairs 'no, get out' I demanded and she wouldn't budge and it just made me angry even more 'leave right now' I said facing away from her before I lost it 'no, why have you woke up like this' she asked 'because you didn't need to wake me up, I can get up on my own' I said and she didn't reply, I was just in a bad mood I wasn't really bothered that she woke me up 'get out' I said and she ignored me and I picked up the nearest thing to me, my glass 'daughter' photo frame and I raised it above my head 'get out' I screamed and launched it towards her, it missed her and hit my door as she shut it behind her quickly and it shattered into a million pieces and I was crying you know when your angry and just need to cry. I got ready in between tears, my curly hair wasn't fully curly some was straight and other bits had gone fuzzy, I shoved it onto the top of my head in a long pony tail and slipped into clean underwear and a pair of light grey,wripped at the knee skinny jeans and a white tshirt saying 'hype' in black writing on and put my leather jacket over it and a pair of my many Jordan's and then went off to brush my teeth,I then grabbed my phone and stepped over the shattered glass and shut my door behind me and went down, I used the door they led to the kitchen from the stairway to avoid them. I grabbed a Capri sun a banana and a breakfast bar and my purse off the side and headed for the living room to exit my house 'where you going' perrie asked 'work' I said bluntly picking up my folder of scripts from by the living room door 'what time will you be back I wanna watch little princess' she asked 'when I get here' I said 'Eliza don't be rude your aunty perrie asked a question' Jesy said and I replied i told her and walked back to the kitchen for my phone and jesy followed 'mum I'm not arguing' I said putting my folder and purse and snacks into my bag and flinging it over my shoulder 'there was no need for this morning' she said and I rolled my eyes 'I mean it' she said 'a glass photo frame launched at me, what where you thinking' she carried on 'it's your fault I'm in this mood' I said trying to walk but she stuff in front of me 'move' I said 'not till you say sorry' she said 'we'll I'm not going to' I said folding my arms and she did the same but I was getting more angry 'took your Ritalin' she asked 'not taking it today' I smirked and turned away from her to go out the other way and she grabbed my arm and I shoved her off a bit to hard 'oops' I said and carried on 'little bitch is what your turning out to be these last few days' she shouted at me 'name calling..righttttt..your just as bad as mum' I sobbed 'well you be a bitch I'm going to treat you like she did' she said and I picked up the coffee mug off the kitchen island and launched it at her, the coffee went everywhere and I stormed out and went off to work.

I layed on the couch in the green screen room and huffed up 'everything okay' ruby asked 'no..yes..far from it' I said turning my head so I was facing her who was sat next to Ellis and kirsty 'why what's up' she asked 'argument with mum this morning' I said 'it will blow over, it always does I argued with my mum all the time' kirsty inputted 'I don't think it will this time' I said turning away and wiping tears 'what has made it that bad' she said sitting next to me 'I chucked my glass photo frame at her luckily it hit the door and is shattered on my bedroom floor and then she started again in the kitchen I just got really angry and threw a mug full of coffee at her and it smashed over her' I said hugging into her chest 'a what's smashed' anna asked as she entered the green room with nikki and Jeremy 'a mug of coffee' kirsty said to her 'where at I don't want to step in it' anna said 'don't worry at my house' I said 'don't cry over smashing a mug it's accidental' nikki said sitting on the left side of me 'no I chucked it over my mum' I sighed and she looked very shocked and shook her head 'and a glass photo frame..I launched it at her and it shattered into a million pieces, it just missed her' I truthfully said 'why' Jeremy asked 'I've been feeling weird since the night mum came home,angry..I guess' I shrugged 'is she okay' anna asked 'honestly i don't know and right now don't care' I said 'you need to be careful and feeling weird in what way' nikki said 'I don't know just my body aches, I feel sick and always feel the need to be angry,I can't control my anger nikki, I told you this in the beginning' I stressed and she looked taken back but soon pulled me into a hug whilst a few other cast members walked in like Steph and Kieron and the two Jess's and then Alfie and Amanda followed behind and fab,Charlie,Charlie and aydan behind them..just finished filming I guess 'toilet break' I whispered to nikki and she let go of me and I got up to go put my bag in our dressing room and go to the toilet to clean myself up. 'You feeling any better' Danny asked as he came into mine and nikkis dressing room 'who told you' I said looking at myself in the mirrors 'nikki' he said 'yeah.live had time to cool down' I smiled 'yeah nikki was gunna come see you but anna said to give you time' he smiled and I nodded 'I've spoke to my mum..she's okay, she accepts my apology and I'm grounded' I laughed and he laughed too 'grounded ehy..it could of been worse' he said 'yep but she shouldn't speak to me like she did' I said 'yeah she shouldn't but she's your mum' he said and I nodded and literally we where greeted by a gang of people 'hi seph' I said as Persephone walked in followed by Amanda,Ellis,James and ruby 'guys' I smiled and Danny got up to leave 'we thought we'd come to check on you..with being kids like you' ruby smiled and I nodded 'thank you, I'm okay now' I smiled 'good...nikki is scared to come see you incase a mug of tea goes flying at her' Ellis winked and I shook my head 'I'd never hurt her' I said 'we know we where just kidding' ruby laughed 'so when are use filming' I asked 'me, ruby and the rest of the lomax clan are about to go into makeup' Ellis said 'and us savage,minnivers and blakes are also about to go into makeup,we start shooting when they've finished nikki she takes the longest to get all glammed up' seph said 'yep and I'm the quickest' I laughed 'yeah I know I've noticed..we all go in for makeup and your out with in seconds prouncing around in mine and Anna's dressing room' seph said 'that's because I'm 13 in the show, what 13 year olds wear a face caped in makeup' I asked '13 year olds in 2015 do' ruby said and I nodded in agreement 'right girls and boy' nikki said 'I'm going to have to hurry you along, kirsty is looking for you ruby and jazz is looking for you Ellis and seph I don't know about you but I'm orite for you to get your kit done in here' nikki offered as the other kids walked out with Amanda 'where's anna and Jeremy' she asked 'Jeremy has gone to set already and anna has gone to get her face done and Danny is in his dressing room' nikki told her 'I'm gunna go find her' she smiled and left and i turned myself to nikki whilst our artist got her stuff ready 'so we calm' she asked 'yeah' I smiled and she nodded sitting infront of her room 'did you think I was gunna throw a cup at you' I asked quite curious and she scurried her eyebrows together 'what' she asked 'ruby and Ellis..they must of been joking' I said shaking my head 'what was said' she asked 'that you where going to come and see me but didn't know whether to in case you got a mug thrown at you' I told her 'no, I wanted to leave you let you cool down' she laughed 'my mums okay with me she just wants a word and I'm grounded' I shrugged 'so no Halloween/bonfire night party for you then' nikki said 'god I totally forgot that's tonight' I said 'how can you forget we went shopping about 7 days ago for our outfits' nikki laughed 'yeah..I just..my minds been elsewhere..no I'm going to the party she ain't stopping me' I said 'you will make things worse' she said 'I don't care, it's work related she won't mind' I shrugged 'talk to her when you finish and text me so I know whether to pick you up to get ready' she smiled and our artists made a start on us 'Montana is having a wavy hair kind of look and where the middle parten is there will be two French braids on either side just so your not boring wavy' she smiled and I nodded letting her crack on whilst the make up did nikki first 'you will need to pick me up Niknak because I'm coming,I can't wait to wear our outfits' I laughed 'still talk to her for me' she smiled looking at me through her mirror and I gently nodded 'anything for you' I said 'so I heard you two are going as mother and daughter' meg the makeup lady asked 'well in the film they aren't mother and daughter but in our Halloween creation they are' nikki smiled 'go on then' meg said 'thing 1 and 2 but on my red thing 1 tshirt under the logo it says the mother and on Eliza's thing 2 shirt it says the daughter, I had them made and we have blue and red pettiskirts with a blue bow on and stripy red and white tights and obviously blue hairspray' she beamed 'you know what if your eyes wherent that really really light shiny blue and you didn't have like..now don't take me wrong here..wide or big eyes then I think people would pass your for mother and daughter oh and I'm the makeup artist for you lot' meg laughed and I giggled too bless her 'you are not the only person to say that, I don't see the resemblance' nikki laughed 'you should of got someone to be the cat in the hat' gilly said 'yeah well I think kirsty is going as a cat so she will do' nikki said 'I can't believe your house is going to be full of cast members awaiting Halloween makeup' meg said 'well ours is easy we just need a bit of blood on our faces and blue hairspray styled in to our hair' nikki told her 'right Montana minniver your hair is finished for today's first few scenes, go get your costume on whilst meg finishes Maxine's makeup' gilly said and I wandered off to get my school uniform which was the first outfit for today off the rack.