Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 39

'Right Eliza are you sure your going to be okay alone' mum asked 'yes fine, like I said anna said she'd sleep over and maybe seph and nikki will come for a sleep over' I shrugged 'Anna's an adult right' she asked 'yeah' I said eating my cereal 'why she want to have sleepovers with a teenager' she asked 'mum you don't understand..we are more like family then friends everyone there does everything together,she just wants to make sure I'm safe' I shrugged 'good I'm glad they look after you' she smiled pulling the handle on her suitcase up 'me too I love it there and it's not even been a month yet' I smiled 'I'm glad you've found your happiness' she said 'I do miss London, my friends and my school though' I sighed 'I know you do but new start for us' she said and I nodded 'I can't wait to go see the frozen show, Ben gave miss cleasby my number and she got in touch she's reserved a section in our school theatre for me and the cast well whoever wants to go see it with me so far there's me, ruby, kirsty, both Jess's, nikki, anna, Jeremy and Ellis the rest are gunna see what's happening that day' I smiled 'I'm coming' she laughed 'yep of course anyways you better go your cars waiting' I said 'I'm sorry I have to leave you this early alone' she said kissing my head 'mum it's 6:45am I'll be leaving for work in 45 minutes' I shrugged carrying flossy to the car for her and she grabbed the suitcases. I handed her flossy and she strapped her in her seat and gave me a hug 'remember I'm bringing jake and perrie back with me be nice to him this will be the first time you meet him' she said and I nodded she's been seeing him for a while but didn't want me or flossy meeting him incase it didn't turn out well but it had, the girls came out of the house behind us 'bye girls see you soon' I said hugging each one of them 'you be good and safe' Leigh said and I nodded and waved them off as they got into their own cars to the station 'right I'm going be good and no party's' mum said and I nodded I'm not that girl anymore I don't think 'see you Saturday' I said 'enjoy your first big day at work and try not to hurt your actual self in the process' she said and I just sighed hugging her tight and she got in the car after that.

I poured the rest of my cereal out and washed my dish and then went into the living room to sort my bag and purse out 'money..check' 'keys...check' 'work land yard..check' 'phone...check' I repeated to myself as I checked I had everything before leaving, I swung the bag around my shoulder and went off to set the lighting system to automatic for 6:30pm so the lights will come on then only dim though just so people think someone's in. Grabbing a breakfast bar and a juice box I went towards the door and the phone rang 'hi kirsty' I smiled into the phone 'hiya where you at ' she asked 'just about to step out of my door why' I said shutting the door behind me 'I drove your way into Liverpool this morning I have to drop something off want me to collect you' she asked 'yeah why not' I smiled 'see you in 2' she said and hung up. Today I'm nervous for work because it will be the first of many big stunts to do 'what did you need to drop off' I asked 'this' she said holding up a little mini suitcase 'what's that for' I asked 'I'm having a sleepover' she said going to my front door 'here' I asked 'yes here for 3 nights' she smiled in a mischievous way and I let her in to put her bag away 'not gunna show me round' she asked 'work' I said circling my hands towards the front door 'can wait we have 30 minutes still and it's like 5 minutes away' she said shrugging and I sighed and dragged my feet 'this is the sitting area' I said 'you mean living room' she laughed 'Im Southern your Northern' I reminded her 'it's nice can't half tell your mams loaded' she laughed and I just looked at her and shook my head and took her to the kitchen 'this is the bathroom' I joked 'really' she said scrunching her eyebrows together 'seriously kirsty' I said hitting my own forehead 'I wish my house was like this' she said 'your house is gorgeous I've seen it on FaceTime' I said 'upstairs time' she asked and I shook my head 'there's rooms through here' I said opening the sliding doors that where black marble like the kitchen walls 'what the hell they're doors' she asked following me 'yeah they just opened...anyways this room is just a get away where I can go to cool down chill out read a few books, play the x box one or just calm down' I said opening the first door which was decorated in multicoloured flower paper and had glittery tiles on the floor and it was full of beanies and a book shelf with a tv on the wall 'right anyways this next room is where we keep the freezer and second fridge' I said just quickly shower her that and then coming the end of the little corridoor 'stairs' she asked 'yeah you can either use the staircase by the front door or this one to get up' I laughed and we went up 'this is mums room' I said letting her go in and her mouth just dropped 'so tidy mines a bomb site' she giggled 'flossys' I said pointing to a door with a pink F on and she had a look in 'I only hope my baby's room when I have one that is will be just as gorgeous as that' she said following me down the hall 'main bathroom' I said pointing and opening a door 'are you for real, that shower sprays out the wall at you and from the ceiling' she said 'yeah only if you turn the wall controls on' I said pointing to the wall panel 'here move away from the blue flooring and step on to the tiles' I said and pressed the panel on the wall and the side showers and ceiling one began falling 'how does it not wet the rest of the bathroom' she asked 'I don't know it was like this when we moved in' I shrugged and turned it off 'my room next' I said opening the door 'your room, it's like a queens room' she giggled 'thank mum for that' I smiled 'she does so much for you' she said 'I know if I didn't have jess I don't know what I would be doing right now..probably trying my first drug or still lingering around party's' I laughed 'she's a treasure..what are those 3 rooms down there' she asked 'spares..one for you one for anna and whoever else stays I guess' I shrugged and she nodded 'you can show me them later I bet they're lush like the rest of your house' she smiled and I nodded 'probably better than my room actually' I smiled 'I'm so glad anna asked me to stay aswell, I feel like I'm living in a palace for the next week' she laughed 'every room including flossys is fitted with an ensuite so don't worry about fighting for the shower' I laughed 'but I wanna use the wet room' she pouted 'that wasn't the wet room you idiot' I said referring the main bathroom 'so where's that at' she asked 'the door next to the kitchen' I laughed 'you didn't show me' she pretended to cry 'you didn't ask' I said sticking my tongue out and took her towards it 'wow' was all the appeared from her 'exactly my words when we first moved in' I laughed 'how does one pent house include all this and those doors that are hidden in the kitchen wall are just amazing' she said and I nodded 'not so amazing when you have to move house a lot' I said 'but your staying here now' she asked 'if mum and that don't find it yeah, I've moved 4 times in the last two years but 3 times in the last year I went from my house in Romford to London when I tried to commit suicide and then this year from my house to jesy's and from the jesy's one to another one with her and then to here' I sighed 'commit suicide?' She questioned 'yep,I used to get bullied and stuff but I tried to show I didn't care by being naughty at home but i used that as a way to not tell anybody about it or I'd be naughty in school..but one day I got followed home and beat up so I decided I couldn't take it and wrote letter and tried' I shrugged and she came over to m 'things are looking up now though' she said 'yes of course they are..oh did you also hear about me and my now ex boyfriend going missing' I slightly laughed seeing the funny side of if 'I seen something on the news ages ago but I didn't really listen' she said 'yeah be went Trinidad on a charity school trip me and a few girls and boys thought why not go to a boat party, snuck out of our room and yeah few hours into the party and the police came I was towards the back and I got pushed backwards over the barriers and into the water and that's when carter who let me tell you everyone used to think he was a jerk noticed and jumped in behind me, we basically sat in a dingy and it floated into the middle of no where' I said 'you really have been in the wars' she giggled 'yeah but it's funny looking back on now, the island trip I mean not trying to commit suicide' I said 'yeah how long where use out there' she asked '60'odd days, I missed loads over that period of time' I shrugged 'how did use survive' she gasped 'carter' I smirked 'I suppose fruit,fish,fire wood all that crap' she said 'yeah and we got excersise over there too so it can't of been bad' I winked and she hit my shoulder 'your soooo dirty minded and comical' she laughed 'it's true' I said throwing her my door keys as she was last out 'how have you coped after all that I'd of gone a-wol' she said 'I don't know actually' I said pausing 'actually I do know..jess she has got me through everything she's always tried to be a bit more than a sister to me' I said 'don't you think she could be hiding something like could be your mam' she asked and I laughed 'no way unless she had a baby at 8' I told her 'she's only 23' she asked 'yep' I said 'wow i thought maybe she was actually your mum but didn't bring you up as her own' she shrugged 'nope..i wish she was my real one she always knows what to say to me' I said 'she is your real one, no matter what others think, I know she's your mum, you know she's your mum and others that don't know you will think she is your mum so don't think about others' she said and I nodded 'I see her as my parent now nothing else, I mean it's not like Janis cares it's not everyday a child gets blamed for their brothers death when they wherent even with them at the time of the crash' I shrugged and she got in the car and I followed her.