Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 21

I woke up from my little power nap,I remember everything that happened before,I looked around my room for the mess but it was all gone,every single bit of shit had been cleaned up. I stood up and went out of my door way where there was no door at all,I laughed silently to myself. I didn't even make the effort going down the stairs I crept down so they couldn't here,they're all in the kitchen probably anyways that's where they all sit,'oh that's why,the Ritalin is still in it's packet' I heard Johnny say 'well maybe she just forgot today I mean she did sleep at Jess's and they went out early' Abbie said ugh slagging me off 'no,I've noticed since the day she got back her behaviour has been slipping again,she seems more angry and now she's got this boyfriend I bet she's sexually active' my mam said 'how do you know she has even done out with him' Abbie asked 'it's obvious,no girl stays on an island with a boy for nearly 3 months and don't do out and he slept here the night of the party and they're going out' my mam said 'they have had sex plenty of times,nothing to worry about though she's not stupid' Jesy bluntley said,sticking up for me by the sounds of it,my eyes where still puffy and red I carried on through the kitchen

'Yes I may not have took my Ritalin today,yes I may have had sex and yes I may have a boyfriend but none of you have to blubber about it,say it around me I would tell you I won't hide out,I'm fed up of this,I'm going to be straight with you from now on I'm going to tell you anything you ask,my behaviour changing since I got back..how I've done nothing but cry around you mam because I still miss use even though I'm with you all' I cried

'Ebby there was no need for what you did before,you have destroyed your room,I have to go replace everything in there now even the door' my mam said,ebby was my other nickname because of my middle name ebony

'Its her fault not mine she started at dads,it's like she's jealous that I've got a relationship with my dad now and she hasn't because she doesn't know how to stop being a bitch when I'm happy,she only seems to care when I'm sad or angry god it's like this family hates me or isn't my real family, all you do is wind me up' I pointed at Jesy

'I am not jealous of you and did he's a prick and a big one you will soon see,and when he finally hurts your strong enough for you to realise what he's like I won't be there to pick up the pieces no more does mam know about you and your little holiday' she asked

'How can she know I came in trashed my room and fell asleep obviously not' I scolded

'What holiday' mam asked,everyone was just silent looking at me

'Libby here is going to Lanzarote with dad and Rachel next month for 2 weeks' Jesy blurted out

'No,no no no your aren't' Johnny started flipping

'Yes yes yes I am Johnny you are my brother not my guardian,I'm going and your not stopping me' I laughed

'Mum say something' Jesy said

'I can't she's right..it's her dad they've grown a bond she's going to go whether I say no or not' mum said calmly

'Mum can't you see what he's doing,he's fighting into her life and he's gunna do something stupid in the end,what happens if he doesn't bring her back from Lanzarote,what happens if this is all one big seed waiting to grow,he's gunna do something stupid and the only person that will regret it in the end will be you mum not him you' Jesy raged

'Will you just shut up,your spoiled my day and now look your trying to hurt me more..oh mum Carter's coming round tonight' I said and smiled sarcastically at Johnny and jess

'He isn't sleeping' Johnny piped in

'Erm yes he is,you can't tell me what to do your nothing' I spat back

'Mum are you letting our 14 year old sister have her boyfriend sleep over' he asked

Mum didn't answer,she was sat with her hands over her ears and her head down ignoring us all arguing,I don't blame her 'she isn't listening,he is sleeping and you can't do out about it' I sassed. 'Why all of a sudden have you turned into a bitch' Jesy looked at me I laughed so hard right in her face 'your the reason why jess' I said right infront of her face 'wow your very evil when you want to be I can't stand you sometimes' she choked 'good because I hate you,I hate Johnny and I hate josh,you all make my life hell,you never let me happy your always to over protective and I'm sick of it,I'm 16 in July let me live my life' I screamed which caused mum to flinch 'calm down' Johnny said 'I hate you too' screamed Jesy and I leant forward and just smacked her,it just came out,if Johnny hadn't of shot up to hold me back as much as he could I probably would of done more than a slap,I shook out of his grip and ran for the door and flew up the stairs grabbed my phone and purse and flew back down the stairs and slammed the front door shut,usually times like this is when I'd go see my nan but no I can't do that no more and I can't even go visit her grave because I'm still clueless as to where its at. I stormed down my front street,ohh the march bitterness hit me it was cold,where supposed to get a heat wave next month and I can't wait. I stud on the edge of the corner realising I had no clue where to go,I pulled out my phone and dialled perrie