Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 71

January 7th already and it's back to work today. Little Betsi was nearly 2 weeks old and was still as tiny as ever. I packed Betsi's changing back full of milk and bottles, nappies, some special gifts and an outfit I'm on shift today from 9:30 but not shooting till 10:15 till 6 tonight and Anna's the same but she's on till 7 so I'll wait around. 'Ready' Anna asked up 'yeah I'm coming' I laughed as I carried the baby in her seat and the bag 'the wheels are in the car got everything you need' she smiled 'thankyou and yes I got it' I whispered as I left the house. 

We'd parked up and got out, I'd set up the wheels and placed the car seat on top 'I'm so nervous'  I laughed and anna giggled 'why' she questioned 'because last time I was here I was pregnant now I've had a baby' I smiled 'they'll love her' she said, only a few have met her like Kirsty, Nikki and Jess fox. We walked up the door and anna swabbed us both in and held the door for me, I pushed her to the green room and opened the door and wheeled her in 'oh my goodness, I've been waiting for this day for weeks' Jess Ellis said running over along with haiesha and Lauren 'she's so tiny' Jess pouted and I giggled 'how are you feeling' she asked 'I'm good bit achey now and then but not to bad down there anymore either' I laughed and took the car seat off the wheels and set her on the floor to unbuckle her 'come here baby' I smiled to my sweet tiny babe 'tax on first hold' Jess shouted and everyone just smirked as she sat next to me and I handed her over 'so come on did it hurt' she asked 'obviously Jess..your whole lady parts stretched and pushed a human out even I know that' Richard said 'not everyone thinks it hurts, my friend said it was easy' she shrugged 'then honey your friend must have been drugged to the nines' he smirked back and we all giggled 'erm you know what it did and it didnt' I said and I heard a few gasps 'I went into labour at nikkis and I didn't even make it from the dining room to upstairs , told her I was going toilet cause I felt like I'd wet myself but I got into the sitting area bent over the sofa from pains then cried for her she came through with everyone and I literally pushed straight away and she came after about 3 pushes' I shrugged 'that quick..' Steph waring asked and I nodded 'that quick' I smiled 'you literally had it so easy' she said with a shocked  look 'not so easy cause after those 3 pushes I had to be whisked off to give birth to my dead child which I didn't even know about because I faded out until she was born' I shrugged 'oh yeah, I'm so sorry babes forgive me' she said and I shrugged it off and carried on looking at my baby being passed round 'how's things then' Jess asked still sitting next to me whilst Betsi was over the other side now with Tamara 'with life' I asked and she nodded 'good, I don't think me and Nikki will ever be the strongest' I sighed 'you know what, that's fine you tried and it didn't work, you obviously never formed that bond which is fine too, she'll still be your mum in life you just gotta do what's best for you' she smiled 'and being with anna is best, I'm so much calmer there' I smiled 'then you've found your stability in life, we are proud of you you know that' she asked and I jut shrugged and nodded and Jimmy Essex walked in 'oh my god' he said looking at me 'what're you doing here he laughed 'believe it or not..this is my work, I have work to do' I smirked 'but you just gave birth' he said 'and I'm fine' I smiled 'where is she then' he asked and I pointed over to Sophie who was now holding her and he rubbed his hands together 'come to grandad' he joked, we had this thing about him being her grandad with him being my stepdad on screen. I left Betsi in with everyone and I walked off for the toilet and to check the schedule to see if Nikki was in, she's seen Betsi twice since she was born,  Christmas Day obviously the day she was born then New Year's Eve when she stopped at her house but after our little argument she hasn't bothered so I wasn't bothering either 'ah good morning Sanderson' our producer Bryan shouts down down the hall 'morning' I waved 'feel good' he asked 'I'm good' I smiled 'that's good to hear...you never let me down' he said and I laughed and walked into the bathrooms and I got instant chills, this is where Steph and Lauren first found out I was pregnant and I dodged this bathroom for the rest of the time and used the ones on the other side of the building so this was my first time coming in since then and it just gave me weird feelings for some reason. I popped into my dressing room and there was ruby and Kirsty just sat talking 'hiding from me' I said scaring them both 'oh my gooooooooodness' ruby said running over to me 'I missed you, next time we have a break or something let's at least meet up' she said and I nodded 'of course..why use hiding' I asked 'we aren't we have already been shooting and we are back on in 20 minutes so there isn't any point walking to the green room to walk alllll the way back to set' ruby told me 'right...well  i have someone that I desperate to see their auntie ruby' I smirked 'oh my lord, Betsi' ruby said excitedly 'wait, I'll run and get her' I said walking fastly off.