Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 42

'Come on Eliza' nikki shook me 'I'm to tired' I moaned 'why we went to sleep at 11' she asked 'I couldn't sleep' I said squinting my eyes open 'saying that I heard you sleep talking whilst I got up for the toilet early this morning' she said 'what' I said getting embarrassed 'you where talking about family and lying to you and that your not who you think you are' she said shrugging and I remembered back to last night 'oh' I said 'so will you come' she asked 'haven't you told anyone from work' I asked 'they all know' she said 'well can't you ask one of them' I asked 'I can ask Ashley or anna but I want you too' she said 'fine' I gave in 'but I'll still ask one the guys at work too' she smiled 'can you phone my tutor and cancel' I said 'no you need to learn your maths and English' she said 'I'm far to tired' I moaned getting into my clean clothes 'I know if you where my daughter I'd want you to do them' she said and I got a big cold shiver down my spine and ignored her I tried to forget everything about last night and poor nikki didn't have the slightest clue.

'All finished' ruby asked as I come out of tutoring and I nodded 'good, nikki told me to tell you that she's gone to bury or something and for you not to worry because Ashley and Sophie have gone with her or something' she said 'yeah I know what she's on about' I nodded nervously 'come on kirsty and jess are waiting for me up in the lomax set, come with me' she said and I nodded. We got to the village steps heading towards the lomax set 'ruby can I talk to you' I asked 'about' she said turning round 'it's kind of important' I shrugged 'your not pregnant are you' she said 'no not at all' I laughed 'good yeah come up and we will talk before we go in the lomax house' she smiled, she might of been younger than me but she's a good friend and someone very trust worthy 'right what is it' she asked 'you can't tell anybody..well last night I emailed someone from bury social services for nikki to see about her missing daughter and she sent two emails back one saying she sent a PDF containing only small bits of onfo and other information had to be told at the office, so anyways I opened them when she was in the shower and she told me too and so I read the first one and then the PDF and it had nikkis information and then the baby's information and nikki didn't get her a name she was just named baby sanderson so anyways I scrolled down to the baby's current status and' I paused 'and what' she said 'it was me' I sighed 'you' she giggled 'I'm not lying, look I emailed myself the PDF look' I said getting it up and handing her my phone 'what the hell' she said said quietly 'exactly..I'm not even a nelson' I said getting upset 'you will always be a nelson' she said hugging me 'how can janis have videos of me in hospital with me' I questioned 'she probably picked you up from there' she said 'but how can nikki...I tried to forget about it but now nikkis gone to find out more and it's going to come back as me' I said 'I don't know what to say can we tell kirsty she's good with these situations' she asked 'she might..' I got interrupted 'no she won't I promise' she said opening the door 'kirsty we need a word, it's serious' ruby said and kirsty stood up as if some thing bad had happened to ruby 'I'm fine, she's not' ruby said pointing to me 'what's happened now' she said 'I didn't want to mention it to you,not even rubes but I needed it out there to one person at least' I said 'can jess stay she won't say out' kirsty asked 'yeah you are the only 3 to know for now so if anything comes of it I'll be blaming you' I said and got the PDF up on my phone and handed it to jess first 'basically I was helping nikki find her daughter and I got the two emails back and the second one was a PDF and bam' I said 'bam what' kirsty asked 'you are her child' jess gasped 'unless there's another one of me then yes' I said sitting down and crying a little bit 'let me see that' kirsty said grabbing my phone from jess and her eyes dropped to 'it's true isn't it' ruby said 'by these notes I'm going to say yes' jess said 'I've been telling myself it wasn't,how can they do this to me' i asked 'do what' ruby said 'Jan, jess everyone they've been sending files and pictures of me from birth till current time to social services and I had no idea' I sighed 'does nikki know you know' kirsty asked 'nikki doesn't have a clue who her child is...she's gone to the office now with Sophie and Ashley to find out more and she's guna find out it's me very soon and then will have to come back here' I sighed 'just act cool, you didn't read her emails and delete them as far as your aware you read only one email that didn't contain the information, she won't say out to you here anyways' ruby said and I nodded 'right girls you ready' lee asked 'Eliza you can stay or go to the green room' he smiled 'I'll go to the green room give them chance to concentrate' I said and walked off.