Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 29

I was lying on the deck chair at the beach,I had my bikini on and my hair shoved back and no makeup it felt so good to have a bare face for once without people judging,Jesy,Jordan and flossy where in the sea Leigh and perrie where off looking around the island and jade was next to me and I'm not sure if she's asleep or just using her book as a shield to cover her eyes. We have been here 6/12 days and I am honestly starting to feel a lot better,9 days and counting since I seen mum and 9 days since siris funeral and 10 days since Josh's and I miss them all so much even mum but she's lost me well according to Jesy she had and I'm not to see her anymore which hurts I guess I am also missing carter gosh I'd kill for a hug off him now.

'You coming in the water babe' jade asked and i just shook my head no and she sighed and pouted then walked off towards the water I looked around to see if I could see perrie or Leigh but nope not in sight,I looked at the time '1:35pm' it's Tuesday and everyone will be in 4 hours of drama I called carter on FaceTime.

'Hey you' I smiled into the camera and he smiled back

'Hey babe'

'How are you' I asked lifting my sunglasses ontop of my head

'Good we have all been better I guess' he shrugged

'Yeah you could say that' I sighed

'Having fun' he asked as Lucy and leonandro popped their heads in to

'Hi guys..yes it's fun,relaxing' I smiled

'I miss you' he said

'I miss you so much too'

'6 more days' he giggled god damn he's cute

'Yep I can't wait sleepover at mine' I winked and leonandro wolf whistled

'You bet,gotta go babe mrs Andrews is back' he said waving

'Love you'

'I love you' and then he hung up

I put my phone down and took my earphones out and layed back down on the lounger,I was happy until carter mentioned 'everyone has been better' or whatever he said he knew I came here to get over that. The sun was blocked out by a shadow hovering over me I reopened my eyes to see a wet Jesy dripping away from me as best she could 'what's up' she asked and I looked confused 'nothing why' I kind of lived 'jade said you where all down and deep before' she said sitting on the lounger next to me 'no I was just gunna FaceTime hunter that's all' I smiled 'Eliza I know your lying' she said and I looked at her 'Jordan's the only one that calls me Eliza why have you started' I giggled 'I like it better than Libby I think Libby sounds childish and your 15 now' she smiled fair enough,fair point to be fair 'anyways what's the real problem' she asked 'well I was fine when jade asked me to go in the water it's when I facetimed carter and he brought up everyone being better and they all looked down at school he knew why I came here and he keeps bringing it up everytime I talk to him' I said 'don't speak to him for the next 6 days then' she said shrugging 'I'm not going to don't worry' I said huffing and she laughed 'I miss mum..and dad' I sighed 'both wastes of air' she said crossing her arms and looking sway 'they aren't that's abit harsh' I said 'no what's harsh is your own father wanted more contact with you and hasn't contacted in nearly 11 days he's to busy caught up with his wife stepson and now he has another daughter on the way he won't contact for a whole until we make the effort and mum don't get me started after all you have been through she blowed you off I mean it Eliza I don't want you seeing her snymore I don't want you seeing dad really but I know you will go but mum is a no no if you go I will fall out with you' she said meaning it with the look on her face 'okay I won't see mum no more,I guess I have no choice your the only person I have left' I sighed and layed back down and she walked off towards the water again,she is a bitch at times man.