Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 31

Jesy's P.O.V.

3 weeks and finally we are moved in and all decorated and nothing more needs to be done on the house,I couldn't of done it without Jordan taking felicitie out each day or the girls and carter helping and most of all Eliza for not only helping but also keeping me sane these past 3 weeks,mum caught us moving things into the van,well not caught because she can no we are moving just not where to she gave me the whole 'your taking my daughter away' speech again but this time Eliza told her straight and give her the 'your not my mum anymore jess is' speech back so I saved my breath and I'm also 23 now I didn't have some posh party though I had a quiet night in on my actual birthday with just Eliza at the old house though and a take out is what we had for tea and Jordan had flossy over night as it was a Friday and Fridays and Saturdays are Jordan's days for flossy to sleep over and on the Saturday I went out with the girls and Eliza stayed over Jordan's she just chooses which weekends she wants to stay on.

'And breathe' i giggled flopping onto Eliza's bed,I'm still not used to calling her Eliza but she said she prefers it now and it makes her feel older and a new start,Eliza was on her window seat just staring out at nothing,it wasn't exactly the best summer night it was raining and gloomy 'Eliza' I said and she just shuddered and turned her head 'huh I'm sorry..what's up' she asked keeping her feet tucked up by her chin 'I was just saying we can breathe now,it's all over this is home' I smiled and she was off guard again 'yeah I guess' she said looking back out the window 'woah what's Up I thought you'd be happy,no more trying to keep me same or moving things from house to house plus this is bigger and better' I said 'yeah I am happy,I'm happy your happy and I'm happy I was just thinking' she smiled lightly 'ok are you sure' I asked and she nodded 'why are you so..like you are now' I asked not convinced 'I'm okay I'm fine..no more moving about right' she asked swinging her legs round 'we've moved once..but no more,this is it now just us and the girls' I smiled at her and she nodded 'it's 8.45pm why don't you get your pjs on and come down' I asked her 'na I'm just going to chill up here ya know I'm quite tired' she said just nodding at herself,I just smiled and nodded before heading down stairs.

Eliza's P.O.V.

I changed into pjs and got Into bed,I've been texting dad all night Rachael's,doing fine she's 5 months now and I'm getting a little sister she's due the end of September so it's exciting I guess but there's another thing I'm worrying about that night we got back from holiday which was 4 weeks ago tomorrow obviously me and carter had sex and I was due on my period like a week later but I haven't I've missed a period,I can't be pregnant,well I can but I don't want to be not at 14 nearly 15 I want to have a life first of all,I still want Jesy to provide for me and take me places I don't want my own family yet it's not that I don't want one it's just that I'm not ready at all,I mean school I've finally just settled back down at the school and a baby that would uproot everything,I mean my family isn't at it's best point right now and carter I can't see him wanting to be a dad just yet he likes to go to party's to much. I've been meaning to tell jess the past week now but it's slipped my mind each time,I want to go tell her now but I am so scared she will disown me and I can't have that..I layed there thinking for an extra 10 minutes and something give me courage,I felt like it was Siri saying in my mind 'just do it,grow some balls' as she always used to say and I am I'm on my way down to speak to her..

'Jess' I asked as she looked behind her from the sofa she was sat on 'Can we talk' I asked shaking and twiddling my fingers together and she nodded and patted the space next to her 'what's the matter chick' she said putting an arm around me but I couldn't bring myself to say it 'dads been texting me' I said god damn it 'aw yeah..what's he been saying' she asked 'we are getting a sister,due September 30th' I smiled weakly just tell her I tried to urge my self 'is that all you wanted to tell me' she giggled 'yeah......no' I sighed 'come on I told you I'm here for anything you need to tell me' she said nudging me 'I missed my period' I said so fast hoping she wouldn't understand me 'what,oh my god Eliza you told me you use protection' she said sitting up 'I'm sorry' I said starting to tear up 'don't worry,come here' she said as if it was a good thing 'I don't want a baby' I cried into her chest 'We will go to the super market now get a clear blue come on' she said standing up and asking for my hand 'but I'm in my pyjamas' I sighed 'and who cares where only going in for a test and maybe some munch' she laughed grabbing her car keys and turned the tv off and the lights.