Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 32

'Wakey wakey' I heard 'nooooooo' I laughed and stook the pillow over my head 'come on floss tell lielie' to wake up 'ahhhhhh ahhhhmahhh' was all I heard which made me giggle under the pillow 'I don't have school it's Saturday' I moaned 'but still you know what today is...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ELIZA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TOU' jess sang and I sat up,my long hair in a pony tail hanging off the top of my head 'andddddd aunty perrieeeee' I finished off and she giggled 'she isn't here' and I nodded 'wow am I really 15' I laughed 'yep my baby's all grown up' jes said pretending to cry 'imagine now,if I'd of gone to a proper school I'd be having my prom round about now and leaving school' I smiled 'normal school' she questioned 'well my school you don't have your prom till 18 and then you leave and you have your manager who like gets you auditions for shows and stuff' I smiled 'your 15' she squeeled 'I knowwww,it doesn't feel like my birthday' i sighed 'why' she frowned passing flossy to me and then sitting beside me 'I mean no jan,no jonny,no nana,no josh or Siri to spend it with' I said kissing flossys head 'you don't need them you have me and josh and Siri,they'll be partying in their own way up there for you' she said putting an arm around me 'can you believe josh and Siri have been dead 14 weeks today' I said looking up at her 'I know I'm sorry' she said 'don't be sorry,me and you,,where happy right' I asked smiling 'I am if you are' she smiled nudging me 'you make me happy so yes I'm happy..14 weeks that's like nearly 4 months,I still listen to a video I have of me,Siri,josh,grace carter at siris house before the party,I have still forgot there voices though' I said looking at my phone 'they are always gunna be in your heart..no matter how many months they've been gone your allowed to be upset' she said 'but today..no not today..I wonder if I get a card through from jan..I haven't seen her for 5 whole weeks'i laughed 'are you bothered' she asked 'when I have you..no' I smiled cheekily at her 'come on get up and sorted it's gunna be a busy day' she smiled taking flossy who is now 6 months and can crawl and say 'Iya' and mama' that's it's.

I made my way down stairs and there was a few presents and cards for me infront of the fire place and a 15 balloon up by the window and banners in the window 'happy birthday darling' jess said again as I came in the living room 'thanks mum' I smiled and she smiled so bright and pointed to the cards and presents 'I wasn't sure what to get you..' She smiled 'nothing,,you didn't have to get me nout' I smiled picking up the first card 'sister' was wrote on the front I smiled and opened it up and there was scribbles all over it and then 'to ember love you lots from flossy' and £50 inside I looked over at Jesy and smiled and give flossy a kiss did I find it awkward that she got me a sister card instead of aunty..no I liked it I opened the next one and it was a gift voucher for any shops I wanted £150 'it's just something off us as little extra for being brave' jes said and I nodded then I unwrapped one of the presents it was a jack wills pink hoody and then I unwrapped the other and it was black jack wills joggers 'track suit as it's gunna be winter soon' Jesy winked and then I opened the last card it was big and the look on Jesys face she looked nervous, I undid the envelope and pulled out the card,it was personalised,it had pictures of me and jess on there from holiday a couple months back,pictures of me her and floss and a picture of me and her on the day she got the adoption papers threw granting her the adoption and in the top left corner it said 'happy 15th birthday to a special daughter' I opened it up and it had a massive paragraph wrote saying how proud she was and how beautiful and kind I am and yeah,it had £200 in cash inside,I got up off the floor and looked at Jesy 'you don't like it do you,I knew I should of got you a sister one' she said looking away 'no your right it don't like it...I love it I'm happy you got me sister and daughter cards,I'm happy your seeing me as that now' I smiled and ran over to her for a big hug. 'I couldn't ask for anything more than you and flossy,I love you both the world and more' I said hugging into her chest.

'Happpppppppppy 15th and 21st birthday to our favourite people' Leigh said over a tanoy thing at Perries party,which may I say is brilliant,a whole fun fair for her birthday,it's good and bad sharing a day with perrie,the good thing she's like my soul mate,side kick and generally the next person I go to if I'm stuck and we all get treated the same on our birthdays like she doesn't think the days just about her and I don't think it's just about me we share and the bad thing is she always has the party's and I have to go to her party it's never me having the party and I feel bad because like I'm at her party and people bring me presents as well as her so I feel kind of bad as it's her party. I was sat on a bench on my own just having a rest and checking tweets mainly they where just wishing me a happy birthday and some where saying how lucky I was to share with perrie, 'does my birthday girl want to come on a ride with me' a certain geordie asked 'erm no I feel sick off them' I giggled 'okayyyy then come on let's go for a walk,get some candy floss and have a chat' she said pulling my up by my hand she was wearing a white blouse sort of thing and a denim dungaree set,I had a flowery skort on with a white belly top and a matching blazer to the skort with my white vans and my hair was down 'why not' I smiled and accepted her hand 'so how's your day so far' she asked 'it's good,I was abit sad before you know bout jan and my brother and stuff' I shrugged 'you have jess,me,the girls everyone else so for today put them to the back of your mind' she said swinging our arms back and forth 'how's your day been' i asked 'brilliant I can't ask for a better bunch of friends and family' she said looking over at zayn who was playing with his cousins 'did you know about my daughter card' I asked 'yes do you like it' she asked beaming 'I love it' I smiled 'jess really dotes on you chick,she actually is so happy your settled at last' she smiled as we came up to the candyfloss stand 'I wouldn't be if it wasn't for her,she's kept me brave and my strength up and I'm glad she doesn't mind me calling her mum,I feel comfortable with it' I said leaning against the stand 'she feels comfortable with you calling her it to believe me..erm I'll have a pink bag please' she said 'erm blue for me' I smiled at the teenage boy behind the counter and he winked at me 'so who's birthday is it again' he asked leaning up against the post 'both of ours,I'm 21 she's 15' perrie smiled 'niceeee,happy birthday perrie and happy birthday to this beautiful one' he winked and I laughed and looked at perrie 'does someone have a crush on my niece' she asked pointing her finger and he shrugged 'I'm 17 what can you say,I'm looking for a beautiful girl' he said looking at me 'you have to get the auntys permission' she huffed 'can I have a hug before you leave' he asked me 'erm' I thought about it 'a hug won't hurt' perrie ushered me 'fine a hug' I laughed and he hugged me and squeezed my bum which made me jump 'see ya around ya little beauty' she smiled. 'Aunty perrie my boyfriend is somewhere in this fun fair and your ushering boys to give me hugs and get the auntys permission' I giggled 'he's hotter and older than carter' she said wiggling her brows 'and I think Carter's hot,leave my buggy bear alone' I laughed and she just shook her head and my phone beeped