Life of Libby nelson

Chapter 1

So basically,you all know my name..Elizabeth well Libby I prefer,I'm 13..14on July 10th same day as perrie,which is only 2 weeks away can I point out. I have long light brown hair I'd say just above my bum,I'm skinny but have curves and I look nothing like my big sister Jesy or my brothers but I do have freckles across the nose which makes me think I'm like Jesy. As you have read I'm a bit of a wild one but I don't see how I am to be honest,I go to parties and drink which isn't bad..right? Well at 13 maybe but who cares,my friends do it. I'm always told by my mam and brothers that I'm to wild and hard to handle for a girl of my age and Jesy well she hates me,lol. No seriously everyone hates me,I'm always in trouble at school,always in trouble at home and basically I'm in trouble everywhere I go. My family don't understand my antics,my nannys and grandads can't figure out how I turned out like this as my brothers and sister weren't like this at all. I know where it comes from,my dads side I'm guessing,I've never really met him,he left 14 years ago,he knew my mam was apparantly pregnant but didn't know I was a girl or when I was born or anything,he just went. The older ones see him out and they talk sometimes,over seen him whilst shopping with mum but he hasn't seen us and also I've been shopping with perrie and Jesy once and we stopped to speak to him and he didn't know who I was and he thought I was related to perrie but then again everyone does because I'm the only one with blue eyes,mum Jesy,Johnny and josh don't want him to know me 'he's not good enough for you' they tell me..every child has a right to know their parents. I've screamed and screamed at my mam,brothers and sister about seeing him and how I need a dad in my life and all I get back is 'he's no fatherly figure believe us' 'you have Johnny and josh are your fatherly figures' or 'jesy's been more of a dad than him' oh I hate it. I have arguments with everyone nearly everyday,Johnny doesn't live at home now,neither does Jesy just me josh and mum. Josh is 24,jesy's 22 and Johnny's 27 and well I'm the baby,go me. I also have Ritalin tablets to help calm me down during the day otherwise I go hyper and angry and it's funny,well to me it is to my family and the little mix girls it isn't. Basically I'm the problem child of the family,all bad things happen to me,all arguments are my fault and everyone hates me.

It's 26th June and well I'm in school,but not for long,I'm currently walking down the corridoor to go home,yes it's only 9am I've been there 30 minutes and I'm expelled already,fighting,I don't care though of Georgia thinks she can pick fights with me then I'm gunna let her try and then ill kick her head in after wards,my mams gunna be so pissed at me and Joshua I'm glad he's at work for the day otherwise he would of grilled at me too. Last night me and mum had an argument again apparently I smashed two plates and and a cup..maybe I did but she didn't need to know that. I always get told I'm hated or I tell them I hate them,no win situation in my house. Walking down the warm streets of Romford I looked at my phone and a text from Jesy popped up

'Heard you and mum had yet another argument last night,what happened to the cute little girl I once used to take to the park,sort it out,I ain't happy,me and you will be having yet another chat when I'm home Elizabeth'

Oh she used Elizabeth,she ain't happy,I just laughed at my phone,I've tried to 'change' but I can't because I don't see how I'm being to wild..naughty..I just don't get it,I walked past the local bakery and Linda waved,she's a nice old women,I waved and smiled back and carried on round the corner,standing outside my house kind of worried of what my mams gunna say,I stood staring at the garden until I was shocked by a sharp knock on the window,oh great I groaned and carried on in the house 'Elizabeth ebony nelson why are you home,you have only just been dropped off' I sighed and told her the situation and she blamed it on me still,I don't see how this is my fault this time. 'MUM ITS ACTUALLY NOT MY FAULT THIS TIME,I HATE YOU' I screamed at her and stomped off to my room,ugh this household.

I didn't even get into the living room before she started,after slamming my door shut I chucked my bag down and got changed into some clothes and stuck my uniform in the wash,won't be needing that this week I guess. I was crying because everything's always my fault whether it's my fault or not and it's always been like that. I looked at the photo of me and little mix the day they won,that day was the best,no arguments,no shouting,no nothing,please take me back to that day,Jesy looks so different her hair a light brown the same colour as mine. Now she is all sassy and sexy looking with dark hair and ugh I'm jealous of her looks. I was still angry so I slammed the picture down and sat with my head in my hands before a slight knock was let out on my door.