..but I still want you // OT7 [COMPLETED]

56 || Happy, But Jealous

YOONGI & TRAM ANH

Yoongi POV

"That's cute as shit, T." I gush as I rub Tram Anh's baby bump while she reclines against my chest.

Tram Anh smiles up at me. "It's hard trying to get used to the extra few inches around my middle because I've always been thin. I can't wear my favorite pair of jeans anymore. My husband and my partner are okay with that though."

"They're excited that your baby is growing so big. As a man, I can't blame them."

"There's that, but I think they are also glad I can't fit them anymore because other men noticed how the jeans make my ass look fabulous." She giggles.

I chuckle with her. "I can totally understand."

"So, how's the living situation? Any jealousy rumbling up so far?"

"No.. yes.." I look off into the distance with a squint considering my answer. "Well.. no.. maybe."

"Wanna pick one of those options now?"

"My girls get along well. I mean, of course, they aren't BFFs or anything but they aren't at each other's throats either."

Tram Anh shifts to look into my face. "Well, would you rather they be at each other's throats?"

"Not at all. I just.." My heart saddens at the thought of what I don't want to speak onto existence.

"I felt that, Yoongs."

"Yeah. I know."

"Talk."

Twisting my mouth a few times to think over my response, I rub over a broader section of Tram Anh's stomach. I can't wait to be able to caress my child like this someday.

"I think I messed things up between me and my girlfriend by moving in my partner."

"Gee, ya think?" And she thumps me on the forehead.

"Ouch."

"What did you really expect to happen?"

My answer is shitty. "I think I kinda expected my girlfriend to get jealous seeing me with my partner and finally say she loves me."

"That's a shitty thing to do. So, you aren't really interested in trying to have a relationship with your partner then?"

"I am. Really." I chew at the inside of my cheek. "I just think that if Jova gave me an inkling of hope, then I may be persuaded to put things with Alana on hold."

Tram Anh frowns. "You are an ass for that, Yoongi Min."

"That's fine. I'll be an ass for wanting to hear Jova say she loves me for the first time in our twelve-year relationship. I'm fine with that."

"I find it hard to believe that she's never told you she loves you once in all of that time. Maybe she said it with her actions and you've forgotten."

Shaking my head, I reply "Never. I told her I loved her for the first time when I was seventeen; I told her I was in love with her the first time she stabbed me. Do you think that is 'I love you' in action?"

Tram Anh's eyes go round. "She WHAT?"

"Let me clarify. My Jova is very much into food, especially loaded nachos, street tacos, and spicy enchiladas all of which I learned to make from scratch just for her. At the time, I had just perfected her nacho toppings, but I wasn't in the mood for nachos that day. I think it was tummy issues or something."

"I bet it was cramps. You were always super sensitive to my menstrual pains." She laughs.

I roll my eyes ignoring her right-ness.