..but I still want you // OT7 [COMPLETED]

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JUNGKOOK, TRAM ANH, & TAEHYUNG

Jungkook POV

Once again I enter Taehyung and Tram Anh's apartment amidst happy giggles and chatter from the married couple. I don't immediately make my presence known choosing instead to watch the way they interact with each other.

When I left here last night, I returned to the apartment I once shared with my loving fiancé, the woman I cared so deeply for only to find our once happy home vacant. I thought maybe she stepped out for a few minutes so I waited for her to return.

A few minutes turned into hours. Danbi didn't come home at all last night.

At first I was worried something bad may have happened to her. She is so kindhearted, she could have easily been taken advantage of, and just the thought caused me to chew my nails.

Then I remembered she gave herself to a strange man. My honeybee gave her innocence to some random person she'd met for the first time instead of connecting with her fated partner to sate her urges.

If her fated partner was so easily disposed of, what happens when she tires of me? Will I be discarded as well?

If she never connects with her partner, how much longer will I be able to hold her off? How many more times can I run from her?

I wish there was a way to make her belief in the fates stronger. Maybe if I'd been able to tell her that I am going to be a father and how ecstatic I am about it, she could see how the fates are never wrong in their pairings.

I wish things were back to normal. I know that Danbi would love my child as much as I do and us moving in to Tram Anh and Taehyung's home would help us so much financially. I would be able to give Danbi the princess wedding we have always talked about.

I heavily sigh. Maybe she went to that man seeking relief again. I hope not; just the thought makes me nauseous.

There is always the possibility she is with Jimin. Maybe her needs were so strong after I left, her will to resist him weakened and in such a state, she gave in to her desire.

I doubt that is what happened, but there's always the possibility.

I toured around the apartment to see what Danbi has been up to in my absence. My side of our bed was still neatly made, but the sheets and pillows on her side were disheveled.

I noticed she bought herself a personal toy. It lay on top of the comforter with the battery compartment open. Maybe she left to buy more batteries.

Even still, that wouldn't take her all night.

When I turned on the television in the living room to fill some of the quiet, my eyes widen in shock. Danbi was watching porn. Not just any porn, however; there was an orgy of about ten people playing on the flatscreen.

My hands fumbled and I dropped the remote thoroughly embarrassed at what I had seen. I have watched porn in the past but never have I seen group sex.

With the apartment once again in silence, I removed my cellphone from my pocket when I felt the urge hit. My eyes fluttered closed and my breathing increased.

It only took a few seconds for my anatomy to awaken at the feel of Tram Anh's arousal. This was it. The moment of truth.

I heard her call. It begged and pleaded for me to connect with her. My hands fisted the sofa cushions trying to ground myself.

The need to go to my partner became so strong, I nearly caved and returned to her, but I held out. It was so much harder than I thought it would be.

Ten minutes of pure carnal agony passed before the desire tapered off. Gradually, the need to attend to Tram Anh waned, and then I didn't feel her any more.