..but I still want you // OT7 [COMPLETED]

72 || Clean Slate

NAMJOON & SENA

Namjoon POV

I snore myself awake again jumping at the sound of my own deep inhale. Rolling my head to the side to read the time on my bedside clock, I see that Dykema should still be with her succour.

I yawn and scratch my head. I've been waiting to feel something once Dykema was in the presence of the first man she connected with, but I haven't felt anything really.

After I had a bite to eat, I did feel a bit queasy. I chalked it up to slightly undercooked meat and decided to lay down for a while. I ended up falling asleep so I guess I missed the initial pull of Dykema's reunion.

The dream I had was quite erotic. What started off as an innocent trip to buy groceries for dinner with my partner, ended up with us connecting in the produce section of the store. As apparent by the tent in my shorts, I very much enjoyed it.

"Go back to sleep, big guy," I speak softly to my erection. "Dykema isn't here right now."

Clearing my throat, I shift in bed to get comfortable again. My brows furrow because something doesn't feel right.

I want Dykema in my bed, like right now.

It almost seems like a switch has flipped and I suddenly feel Dykema's tiniest urges. I thought I was well in tune with her desires since we connected but holy fuck.

Is this what she feels for her succour?

Knocks on my bedroom door make me bolt upright and cover my erection with a pillow. I'm so fucking hard I can't think straight.

"Come in," I manage to squeak trying to get my bearings.

Sena sidesteps into my bedroom looking more relaxed than I have ever seen her. Upon closer inspection, I can tell the reason for her heavy lids and flushed skin means she just sated her carnal desires..

..for the fifth time today.

"Hey, Namjoon. Can we talk?"

"Yeah, sure." I motion towards an empty spot on the bed for her to sit.

Sena closes the door behind her then takes a seat at the end of my bed. She looks down at her fingers as she picks at her nails wordlessly.

"Is everything okay?"

"Hazel and Talia talked me into trying a dildo earlier." She's almost embarrassed to say the words.

I can't help smirking. "Okay.."

Finally looking up at me, she snorts out "There was zero pleasure it that for me. It fucking hurt. I'm not doing that shit again."

We chuckle together. She hangs her head.

"Hazel enjoyed it though so I used it on her the next time we connected. Her orgasm was a total mind-fuck for me."

"Why is that?"

"I think my partner is interested in sex with men, too." Sena sneers at the statement.

"I may be a bit biased, but I don't believe women being interested in sex with men as well as other women is a bad thing, Sena."

She chews at the inside of her cheek. Something else is clearly on her mind, but she is too afraid to speak in it.

I reach out and lay my hand on hers. "I'm not here to judge. Remember that."

"I have an older brother, Namjoon."

My mouth falls open. When Sena raises her head to me, I quickly close it so that my surprise isn't an over the top reaction.