I Trusted You

Chapter 30.

Jasleena

He kissed me. His lips were so soft. I was too shocked at first to do anything. But then I found myself kissing him back as I gripped his shirt. His hands didn't go wandering around all over my body. His hands didn't go under my shirt. His hands stood in the same spot. One at my waist and one holding my face. It felt so perfect. I'm not sure how much time had gone by of the back and forth make out session, but the doorbell rang. I pulled away first, both heavy breathing. I let go of him and headed to the door. What was that? I have never felt that way kissing before. Never.

He paid for the take out. The minute I tried handing the delivery driver my money, Lukas' arm went over my shoulder and gave the guy a fifty dollar bill and told him to keep the change. He grabbed the bags from me and went towards the coffee table where we already had a little set up. We didn't talk about the kiss, we simply started the movie as we enjoyed dinner. It wasn't awkward nor weird. It felt as if it were our usual thing to do. I looked over at him and just smiled. He's so handsome. We were done with our food and I scooted closer to him. He threw his arm over the couch, so I snuggled closer. He wrapped his arm around me and we continued watching the movie.

The movie finished and we were cleaning up our minor mess. "Lily, I'm sorry if I over stepped." He scratched the back of his neck. "It was an instinct and the minute you gripped my shirt I just didn't want to stop. I'm really sor-" I stopped him from saying anything else. With my lips... on his... What was up with me? I was never the one to start things up. Never the one to instigate something ever. Yet there I was kissing him. Shutting him up with my lips. I pulled away pretty fast because I then realized what I did. I closed my eyes shut and didn't want to look at his face. "Lily, look at me." I shook my head no. He grabbed my face lightly and held it still. "Lily open your eyes." I huffed and opened one. He laughed, "Not just one pretty lady." I rolled that one eye and opened the other. "See was that hard?" He was laughing again. I rolled my eyes again, "Yes Luka?" He smiled, that beautiful smile of his. "You kissed me." He smirked. "Yeah and you kissed me!" He laughed even harder. "Yes but I tried apologizing but you kissed me." I wasn't going to win this. "And?" He lifted a brow, "What did you want to talk about? You know before I uh kissed you." He was scratching the back of his neck again. "Someone's nervous." I laughed, he mocked me then spoke. "And? Speak women." He nervously chuckled. "Well Luka. I've been thinking a lot lately. And..." I froze. I was so scared. I knew he said he wanted more. But did he really? Was I really enough for him? He grabbed my hand and squeezed it lightly for comfort. I took a deep breath and let it out. "I like you Luka. And I'm scared because of that." He said nothing. It was quiet but he didn't let go of my hand. Suddenly, he pulled my hand and I fell towards him. But it's like he lifted me enough to get a hold of me without falling down. Again one arm around my waist , he used the other to hold my face. And again he kissed me. But this one was different. It was urgent, possessive, exciting, passionate, it was a little of everything. But one thing for sure, it felt amazing. Kissing him back was like being lost in a different world. Perfection. "Mine." Is all I heard him slip out between a kiss. Before I got lost in his kisses again.