I Trusted You

Chapter 67.

Jasleena

The following day we both went off to work. During my lunch hour Luka met with me at the cafe near my job. I had grown to love Lukas presence. Even on my off days I loved his company. Those nights where Luka wouldn't stay over were tough. I would toss and turn. Some nights I couldn't take it and would call him. He'd really come too. Then other nights I wouldn't and would be so drained the following morning. But I wasn't sure what Luka wanted to do. My home was the size of his living room and dining room together. Why would someone want to downgrade that hard? Maybe we can talk about it some time.

Lunch was nice, but then I had to leave Luka and return to work. The rest of the work day went by, not as fast as I'd wish but it ended. It was Friday which meant no work the next two days. It was date night, every friday night we spent together. My parents would arrive that evening, but they booked somewhere to stay for the weekend. Also, the following day was Lukas birthday. We would all meet at my house and have dinner there. I hoped Lukas parents' opinion on me changed since my social status isn't like theirs. My living arrangements were nowhere near theirs. But Luka didn't mind. Luka didn't care for what I didn't have that he did. So maybe they won't mind...

We were staying in for the night. I wasn't feeling my best with nausea, so I didn't want to go anywhere and be puking. Luka was ok with that. Neither one of us loved being out much anyway. We preferred staying in. But this time I just made us a soup instead of ordering out. We ate our soup while talking about our day. I didn't know how to ask him about living arrangements. I wanted to wake up to him everyday. I wanted to sleep with him every night. I wanted him to be here when I go into labor. I wanted him to be there every night after our baby girl was born. But how do I tell him that, when I don't know if that's what he wants?

"Lily? Are you ok?" I guess he noticed the battle in my mind. I only nodded, "What will our baby girl's name be?" I changed the subject because I was too afraid he didn't want what I wanted. "I was wondering the same thing." We both smiled. "I kind of like Lila." It was a really cute name. I loved it. "Lila Mae Anderson." His eyes looked directly into mine as they teared up and so did mine. "Perfect." He said and the tear went down his face.