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3 months later

Meredith

Nathan and I are three months into our relationship and the twins are now almost four months old.

Nathan is surprisingly great with kids especially mine. at night time when the twins are crying he takes one while I take the other.

and when it's just one baby he'll take the when I'm too tired or when I'm busy during the day.

I'm still on leave which I don't know why because I should be able to go back to work but I think it might be because of what happened when the twins were born.

there is some trauma but I push most of it down but it always come up in my dreams and I wake up screaming, crying and sweating. it hasn't woken up the twins but it has woken up Nathan.

Nathan thinks I should see a therapist but I don't want to. I'm already busy enough with the twins seeing as Nathan still works at the hospital.

I finish feeding one of the babies. I pull him away and fix my clothes.

"Are you hungry?" Nathan asks. I'm sitting at the kitchen table and he's cooking in the kitchen.

"Yes, I guess," I say.

"You can say yes, you've lost most of the pregnancy weight," he kisses my head. the reason Nathan and I haven't had sex yet is because nothing feels the same quite yet.

I know I've lost most of the weight but I still don't feel the same anymore. Nathan doesn't complain about it he just tries to boost my confidence.

"look on the bright side, you get the start working again in a week, it'll keep your mind off things," he says placing a plate of food in front of me.

I eat my food and place the baby in the bassinet next to me.

"Nathan, where did you put Mallory, is she in the nursery?" I ask.

"Yes, she is," he says.

I go into the nursery where I see Mallory starting to wake up in her crib. she still looks half asleep.

I gently take her out of the crib and lay her on my chest. to my surprise both of the twins look like Derek. they both have black hair and blue eyes.

Nathan also has black hair and blue eyes so people think their his. we don't really see a reason to tell people otherwise because it won't make sense anyways so we just go with it.

I feel Mallory in the rocking chair before taking her downstairs.

"Are you going to do anything today or will you be at home with twins all day?" he asks.

"I don't know maybe but I doubt it," I say.

"Alright, I'll see you in a few hours," he says.

"Okay," I say.

he kisses me goodbye before he leaves for work.

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