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I'm finally happy with Finn. I don't need Derek and I've finally moved on.

It's feels so nice to not having those annoying feelings for him anymore.

I told Finn about the twins a few weeks ago and he's excited.

I'm surprised Finn had been happy about all of this baby stuff especially since the babies aren't really his.

I have an extra bedroom at my house for the twins and I've already bought the cribs and changing tables for them.

The entire room is painted white with a dresser against the wall and two plants above their cribs which will have their initials in them once we have names picked out.

But for now they're empty.

I've already bought the basics like diapers, baby wipes, baby powder, rash cream, breast pump, clothes, pacifiers, hats, socks. Everything they'll when they get here.

I still think it's crazy to think that they're are two little humans inside of me. And if someone cut me open I would see them.

Maybe it's a little dark to think but it's true. I've never really been a dress person but dresses just feel so much easier to wear and put on now that I'm pregnant.

Pants take too much work to get on and dresses I just slip over my head and it's on. And it's easier to find a size that fits then it is with shirts.

Nursery:

I also bought a twin stroller and two baby carriers and an extra large diaper bag to fit everything for two babies

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I also bought a twin stroller and two baby carriers and an extra large diaper bag to fit everything for two babies.

Stroller:

I looked around the room to see if there's anything I should add before a bit before I left the room and went downstairs

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I looked around the room to see if there's anything I should add before a bit before I left the room and went downstairs.

When I got downstairs I went into the kitchen and saw Finn cooking at the stove.

"You're cooking? Again, didn't you finish cooking like five minutes ago?" I giggle.

"I did, but I didn't like the way it turned out so I'm remaking it," he says.

"Come here,"

I place my hand on my swollen stomach as I walk over to him.

I stand next to him as he placed one of his hands on my hip and uses the other to bring a spoon to my mouth.

"Mm, that's good. what is it?" I say as I taste it.

"It's soup, do you think it needs anything else?" He asks, leaning down to kiss my lips softly.

"Just a bit of salt," I say. He nods and adds some more salt. I smile.

"Not to pry or anything but... have you told Derek that you're pregnant yet," he says. My smile drops.

"What?" I ask.

"Have you told Derek about the babies? I mean.. I know you two aren't on speaking terms but he his their biological father and he kind of has the right to know," he says placing the spoon down and placing both his hands on my hips.

"No, no he doesn't, he lost the right to know when he lied to me about having a wife, made me fall in love with him and then chose to be with her and move back to New York and pretend like our relationship never happened... if he wants to put our relationship in the past then that's fine but these babies are apart of that which means those stay in the past too," I say.

"Mer, you're not making any sense," he says calmly. He always sounds calm, even when he's mad he sounds calm. I don't know how he does it.

"I know he doesn't care, he never talked about having a family when we were together and he never talked about kids which means he doesn't want any... I don't want him apart of my life or the babies.. I don't know if he's ready for that, if he's still immature enough to have an affair and then chose his wife after everything we had... how is he supposed to raise a child let alone two..." I say.

"I don't want anything to do with Derek anymore, I have you and you're all I want.. you and these babies. Even after you knew these weren't yours you still stayed, you stayed and you were supportive, you go to the ultrasounds with me and you get me whatever I need, you cook for me, you clean for me, you help me put on my shoes when I'm not able to, you're more than anything I could ever ask for... you're perfect," I smile. He smiles.

"Alright... I was just sure in case you had changed your mind," he says.

"I haven't and I won't," I say.

"Alright," he says. He leans down and kisses my lips.

He sticks his tongue in my mouth and I let his tongue explore my mouth. He gently pushes me against the counter behind me.

The kiss gets heated up and his hands go to my breasts. He squeezes them gently which already does so much because they're sensitive from the pregnancy.

He grabs my skirt and hikes it up. He unbuckle his belt and unzip his pants.

I push his pants down and pull his hard cock out of his boxers. He moves my thin panties to the side and slides in with ease.

I moan softly as he lets me adjust to size before starting to pump in and out of me slowly.

"Fuck, meredith, you're so tight," he says into my neck.

"Faster, Finn, go faster," I chant.

He continues to thrust in and out of me fast. I feel his dick twitch inside of me before he cums.

He continues to thrust as I'm moaning into his shoulder. I feel my walls close around him.

He brings his thumb down to my clit and ribs vigorously. I squeeze his shoulder and moan loudly as I come.

He continues to pump in and out of me slowly until I'm finished.

He pulls out of me. I grab a piece of paper towel and make it wet. I clean my legs and fix my dress.

I leave the kitchen out of breath when I hear the doorbell ring.

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