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Minho's POV

I rubbed my face, smelling an unknown surrounding. I immediately opened my eyes, looking around... that ain't my room. I slowly sat up as a headache kicked in, making me touch my forehead in pain. I faced the right to see an empty hang over drink and a small note hanging at it. I snatched it off focusing my vision.
I hope you remember each detail, hyung.

Then it hit me. It was Jisungs house. I immediately searched for my phone, finding it on the night desk.
1 pm, damn.
I just quickly had to make something sure. Last called contacts...No I did not..
I immediately removed the blanked, rushing out of the room. To my surprise Han was about to enter. "You're awake." He formed a small smile. "What.. What happened yesterday?" I questioned immediately. "You want some breakfast first?"

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I followed him into the kitchen, meeting eyes with his mom, also known as my aunt. "I made breakfast, I hope it's enough since I wasn't aware you slept here." She gave me a kind smile. "Oh, well I'm sorry for the sudden visit and breakfast was really not necessary, but thank you." I hesitately sat down. Han signalled me to start eating, so I awkwardly did. "Oh, am I bothering?" She quickly left the room. I immediately placed the food back down. "Tell me now." I saw him sighing. "Well I don't know how much you remember..." he started. "Was Taerim part of it?" I got straight to the point, seeing he slowly nod in response.
"Well thing is, you didn't call her but..well I did." I felt like I was starting to lose my mind. "What? Why would you do that??" He looked around the room, everywhere but my eyes. "You behaved weird, alright? You constantly said you missed her, or stuff like where is she? I couldn't get you home either, so I thought when she'd come, you'll go home. What was I supposed to do? You were nearly sleeping on this dirty desk outside." I inhaled deeply, trying not to curse him out. "So then what did I do?" I calmly asked.

He cleared his throat. "Well I didn't think you'd be this uncontrolled when you were drunk." My eye was nearly twitching. "Just tell me already or I won't be able to eat at least one bite", "She arrived as I was about to buy you this drink, you know? I dunno what happened outside since I wasn't there. But as soon as I came back, you hung forward, falling asleep in her arm...or some," he carefully explained. "Why would you even call her out at this hour?...oh my god," I whined, frustrated. "Well, but you know the best part comes." He started to slightly chuckle, but only received a glance. "Sorry..it's just I've never seen you like that before. We insisted on bringing you home then. You insisted home was the other way...we ended up at her house, and you even rang the bell, so we had to pull you away since she wasn't even allowed to go out, actually. In the end, it wasn't only my fault, though. You could've made the process way faster." I could never face her again after that. I clearly lost control, which shouldn't have been happening. But I need to remember what happened between us though...I rubbed my forehead. "No, but what were you even thinking, Jisung?" I complained. "I'm sorry." He quietly continued eating. "Whatever..the fact that it happened doesn't change anyway."

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I took my stuff, opening the door. "I told your mom that we've been out and that you didn't hear your phone ringing. You forgot to leave a note at home, so you don't have to worry," Han assured me before I could exit. "Oh, thanks, I guess."

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I slowly made my way home. If I could, I'd stay even longer at his place in order to avoid coming back home.
I quietly opened the door, trying to escape any talk or scolding. I met eyes with my mother walking past me. "You're here. Get ready for a photo shooting." I let my jacket fall down, mostly loosing strength in disbelief. "What?" Is that her way of being mad at me for not picking up the call? She knows it's the worst thing she could do to me.
"You heard me right. I'm done with your constant contradiction." I took fast steps after her. "I don't wanna do it and you know that." She approached me, suddenly scanning my face. I slightly leaned back. "Did you not use the products I gave you?" I deeply exhaled, facing the side. "Minho." Someone spoke up from behind..."Really...what is she doing here?" That's the whole reason why everyone tried to reach me yesterday or what? "You'll do it with her." My eyes switched in between hers. "Nah," I denied. "This is a joke, right?", "Do I look like I'm making jokes? Get ready and go into the car." My head shook from side to side. "I'm not going, you know I don't want this. I told you several times. How can you even do that to me?" Hana grabbed my arm gently. "Minho, let's just do it quickly and-" I pulled away. "You have no right to even get yourself involved in this." My mother suddenly placed her bag down loudly. "I don't see where the problem is. Will you stop behaving so resistant. It's impolite and I'm so done with it."

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