deepened feelings

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I was inexperienced, but it somehow just came naturally.
"Fuck Taerim."
I was way more amused by hearing him being the one to call out my name this time. Him being the one breathing uneven and roll his head back. And him being the one to rather sharply grab my hair, but still trying go do it as gently as possible.

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"You know we still need to eat." I laid on my stomach, removing a string of hair out of his face. I was chill about what happened and honestly was surprised about it as well. He faced me, still laying in the exact same position. "Fuck," he mumbled. "What?", "Don't look at me like that." I started to fastly blink. "How exactly am I looking at you?" I trailed my finger tips over his bare shoulder. His gaze travelled from my hand, over my arm up to my neck before meeting eyes with me. "Like.." I tilted my head, waiting for him to continue. "Nothing. Just don't." I focused onto something else then. "Does it hurt?" I felt soft skin contact with his hand taking mine. His finger tapped my wrist. "Don't act like you weren't aware." The corner of his mouth lifted "I was", "right. Don't worry, I didn't feel it." A redness was left around them. "But still..I shouldn't have. At least not that tight." I scoffed. "You probably marked me all over. How do I even go out without people noticing?" He brought his finger up to my neck. "Not that many," he tapped a spot. "One," it trailed a bit further. "Two," he whispered, casually continuing. "Three." My eyes slightly widened. Lastly his finger landed on the complete other side of my neck. "Four." I reached for his wrist, lowering it. "Are you for real?", "plus the ones around your wrist..six." I covered my mouth, giving him a hit. "You're crazy. My parents gonna kill me." He grinned. "The rest isn't my problem. You could've stopped me, but still you just stayed still letting me do." I shook my head in disbelief. "You're taking ownership of me with those, am I right? Do you really think..." He raised himself with his elbow. "Come on, people gotta know who you belong to." I hit him once again. "You're really..", "hm, what am I? Taerim, don't act like you don't enjoy me doing it." I am, I clearly am. "You're an idiot, as always." Minho chuckled, sitting up. "I know."

I searched for my phone, finding it on the night stand. "It's nearly nine and we haven't eaten. I'm starving," I complained, following his action of sitting up. "I'll have to heat them up again and add only small things. They'll be done in less than five minutes...if I hurry of course." I pushed him forwards. "Then hurry please."

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I inhaled the food. "Don't eat too fast. You might get stomachache," he commented. "Ah about that. You're really feeling fine now, right?", "surprisingly yes. But I feel like tomorrow's gonna be even worse, since it's the second day. I was going to say it earlier..but, I think after eating, I should head back home." He looked up, hands stopping their action. "Huh? Why?" He asked. "I mean, I have all my stuff at home and I can't continue to wear yours or use your stuff in general...I mean, have you thought about underwear? It's a bit..you know." He instantly nodded. "I get it, but...can't you come back right after?" I lowered my vision, smiling a bit. "I think I won't be able to do any activities tomorrow anyway..and I really just prefer to stay in bed", "You can stay in my bed." I let out a huff. "You'd like that, huh? But seriously...The way isn't that short. Also I've been preventing you from doing your duties and you had to quit sleeping enough..I feel like a burden. I know I'm not one for you, but I just can't enjoy knowing what else you actually had to do," I explained. "Thanks to you I was able to sleep well." I met eyes with him. "It wasn't much, but enough. I felt like I could relax... Why don't you just come when you feel better and stay the week at my place? Every time I'll come back home, we can still do stuff together-" I interrupted him. "You know that you actually don't have time...and I either", "you don't?" I still haven't mention the side job and I couldn't just leave Mi-ho alone. I promised to work hard and come when we had an agreement.
"It's just." I needed to find some excuse. His phone buzzed at the right moment, with an incoming call.

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