Collision || Lee Know

dumb decision?

I shouldn't turn this into more, but god damn, he felt so addicting that I couldn't prevent myself. But as soon as I realised that those were bare legs I was wrapping around him, since I still wore my skirt, I quickly came to the realisation that this was way too mature to go with for a first kiss. I immediately pulled away, leaving him breathing heavily, with his gaze fixed on me.

I kissed him..our lips touched, there was a hint of lipstick on his... our whole body made contact. "Uh I..." I didn't know what to say. He didn't even smirk in a way of signaling me 'hey, I finally made it. Making you kiss me', he only stared at me intensly, before speaking up.

"Can I sleep here tonight?" I slowly nodded at that. Shit tomorrow is school, my mind must've left my head.
"I should change now, I think," I lazily told him. I felt numb, I couldn't prevent sounding like it too. He was warm and comfortable to be that close around witht as well. It felt right having him like that, kissing him..even though it shouldn't.
He pulled me up in the exact same position, which made me sit onto his lap.
My eyes slowly grew bigger, mostly in shock. His eyes were fixed onto my lips, almost needy for more. It was getting hot in here, I should open a window.

I started to loose contact to him, which felt like my blanket was being ripped off in a cold and dark night. Unavoidable and empty. "I'll stand up now," I swallowed hard, almost hurting my throat with it.
"I'll wait," he whispered since he still was close enough. I stood up while he supported me slightly.
I removed my jacket. "No wait..do you wanna change here or what?" He held my shoulders.

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I faced the mirror, tiredly brushing my teeth. How late was it? What just happened? I don't know, but I know that I wanna do it again. It felt amazing, every second of it my body exploded with chills and small pricks which tickled my skin. If this is what I get when kissing him each time, I'd do it over and over again just for the feeling. 

I made my way back into the room, closing the door behind me. I pushed Minho backwards as I got on top of him, cupping his cheek. "What are you doing?" He questioned before I began to kiss him once again. I couldn't help it, it felt too good that I had to make sure it was true. He placed his hands on my hips, pulling me off him. "You had too much alcohol. You could've told me that you can't handle it," he looked amused. "I can handle it." I slowly blinked with half opened eyes. "Look at you, almost falling alseep while kissing," he slung his arms around my back, pulling me down to lay onto him. "Sleep." He pulled the blanket over us. "I told you, I'm not tired," I whispered. "You'll sleep faster than you think. Be ready for a headache tomorrow," he caressed my hair as I closed my eyes, sinking onto his body. I'll enjoy him today and regret tomorrow.. Sounds like a plan.

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"Wake up, you little.." Someone violently tapped my back, making me groan and start to hug the body underneath me. It felt warm, soft and...one-sided, because I didn't receive a hug back. Not that I ever had the intention to hug someone at all, never felt like it, never wanted it since I was never taught and experienced. But since the day he started to come closer to me, so close that I felt his body in contact with mine, he felt like someone I naturally would hug and show affection towards too.
"Taerim, you better come back to your senses," he whispered in my ear. I never sat up faster. I rubbed my eyes, seeing no one else than my mother standing in front of me. I faced the empty bottle and the two shot glasses on the floor, then Minho, who calmly sat beside me with his hood on. He looked so comfy. I probably slept the whole night using him as a pillow.

"Did you drink? Do you know what time it is? Look at you all messy even your lip stick is... you two!" She gave first me then Minho a hit as he immediately stood up, bowing down. "I'm so sorry, it's my fault. I brought the alcohol in order to celebrate your daughters birthday. But nothing happened between us, I only fell alseep. It was innocent and we only chatted a bit. It was all friendly and on a good relationship basis." Wow, he was begging to stay alive and he better be.