Rainbow

Chapter 51

Jisoo's POV
"This is my condo, the safe place that comes to my mind." Seulgi oppa said after we went to the living area. "But if you don't feel comfortable here, we can go somewhere else you like."

I shook my head, "No. I'm okay here." I sat on his couch and leaned on it while my eyes closed because it felt sore after I cried. "I don't want to go to crowded places. I wanted to rest my mind."

"Do you have a schedule for tomorrow?"

"In the afternoon. We will record the song."

"Do you want to drink something? I have soda here and beer."

I opened my eyes and saw him busy typing on his phone. "Do you have milk?"

He looked at me in confusion. "Milk?" I nodded in response. He scratched his head. "I'm sorry, but I don't have milk."

"Then, beer can do. Let's have a drink."

"Are you sure?"

I nodded, "Why? Do you do anything bad when you're drunk?"

He shook his head immediately, "I don't. I'm afraid that you might do something to me." He said and covered his body.

I laughed softly, "In your dreams." I said, and he acted like he was hurt as he placed his hands on his left chest.

"I'll just take the beer cans." He said and went somewhere. When he returned, he already had a large grocery bag with beer cans inside. "This is all I have in my fridge." He said and put it on the center table.

I frowned, "Are the beers placed in that bag while in the fridge?"

He chuckled and sat in front of me. "No. I just didn't want to go back and forth to get all the beers, so I just put everything inside the grocery bag."

I nodded at what he said. I took a beer can and opened it. "Are we going to drink it all?" I asked before drinking.

He shrugged, "If we can, why not? Don't worry about being drunk. I promise I won't do anything to you and bring you home safely." He said while raising his right hand at the latter sentence. "And if I'm the one who got drunk, just sleep here. It's dangerous for you to leave because it's already late. There are two rooms here anyway. You can sleep there." He pointed to the left door.

"Okay," I said. I opened another can after I emptied the first one. "Seulgi oppa," I called him after minutes of silence.

He looked at me after he drank. "Yes?"

"Can you please not tell anyone that I cried?"

He nodded, "Sure. No problem."

I smiled. "Thank you."

He returned the smile, "You're always welcome." He said and drank before speaking again. "But you know what, I'm confused about earlier. You were already hurt, but you keep watching."

I laughed softly, "Why? It was the first time I saw something like that in person. It was like I'm in a shooting." It still hurts to talk about what I saw, but at the same time, I feel better to talk about it.

He grimaced, "Because you know what? When that happened to me before, I couldn't look at them for long, so I immediately left them."

I gasped, "You experienced that too?"

I felt better knowing I was not the only one who experienced that. Not because I want people to experience that but because someone can connect to what I'm feeling.

He nodded, "I saw Joohyuna and her boyfriend kis---" He instantly covered his mouth. He looked surprised at what he said. "Oh, shit." He mumbled.

And it wasn't just him who was surprised but me. "Joohyuna?! As in Irene unnie from Redpink?!"