Every time I'm searching for jobs now, I get frustrated.
I want to go where I'm needed. I want it to be a natural transition. Every opportunity that I was able to get all came from my experience in school and it all came naturally. The scholarships I successfully won were from school. The jobs I really loved were school specific. I only had one job that wasn't, but I really wanted to do it due to the fact that it wasn't tailored to a specific career field. I was allowed to choose the company I wanted to work for. The primary purpose of the internship was for pure exploration. And I put my heart and soul into that application because I really wanted the role.
I'm currently asking myself these two questions again during the job application process: Where is a place that allows me to just exist? And where can I find a place that allows me to create what I want to create?
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A Journey Through Time
Non-FictionMy life unscripted. "I so badly want to unlock the person I really am, and not just continue living as the person resulted from the traumas and histories of my past." - A Journey Through Time "I'm just in this unsatisfying in between, where I'm alwa...