Why do I always get blamed for things that aren't even my fault? It's not my fault that I got into a job that requires so much driving. It's not my fault that I don't know how to drive? It's not my fault that my family is in the financial situation that we're in. If I quit my job, I won't have a job, and it won't be my fault if I don't have one for a while because it's mostly out of my control. But then the one job I was actually able to get (I didn't hear back from anything else) there's a problem with it because of all the driving that's required that they failed to disclose. Even the whole mileage reimbursement thing, I literally get in trouble for not doing it because I'm not driving and don't have a car and then when I finally input it, I get the boot because I'm not the one driving, which is what I was initially saying. What am I supposed to do. I can't just look for another job. The job I want requires a masters, and the jobs that'll get me there aren't paying that much higher than what I'm making now. Even the job now, why am I the one to blame for the lower pay even though I have a bachelors degree from UCLA? It's not my fault. This whole thing is a scam. For years you're promised a high paying job once you graduate from college but that's not true unless you have connections. It's just always pressure to be a savior for my family. It doesn't matter what it is.
I've been clearly told that I'm a burden and I'm just supposed to be ok with that?
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A Journey Through Time
No FicciónMy life unscripted. "I so badly want to unlock the person I really am, and not just continue living as the person resulted from the traumas and histories of my past." - A Journey Through Time "I'm just in this unsatisfying in between, where I'm alwa...
