Fasting has been so difficult for me. Each day I end up breaking it, and then I try again and then I end up breaking it again. A lot of it comes from a longing to hear a song that describes exactly how I've been feeling.
It's like a restless feeling that won't go away. I want to work and get things done and I also wanna focus on myself, and I wanna create. I can't do all of those things at the same time. Sometimes I don't even know where to start.
I just need to fast and stop breaking it over and over again. My mind being all over the place is a symptom of me not sticking to my fasting. It's like I'm on a frenzy to just finish everything. I don't want my whole day to just be occupied with work. I need time to myself. But then I got deadlines and I got so much work to do, I'm just tired. I just wanna finish everything I gotta do already.
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A Journey Through Time
No FicciónMy life unscripted. "I so badly want to unlock the person I really am, and not just continue living as the person resulted from the traumas and histories of my past." - A Journey Through Time "I'm just in this unsatisfying in between, where I'm alwa...
