𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄

Chapter 30: Jealousy

Lana

My heart raced across my chest as I realized Cyrus was panting like a wet dog, the more Mason stared at me the more scarier Cyrus looked.

I then flinch when Sam sat up from Miley walking toward the desk beside me, She glares at Sam, tho I'm not complaining she was acting like a total bitch.

She then sat beside me and scowled Mason off, following his figure toward his seat, "You okay?" She gave me a slight smile while staring back at the board.

"I'm doing pretty great" I gulped while clenching my hands on my thighs, I felt like digging my nails into my skin- when suddenly she grasped my hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze, I smile at her and looked back at the front board, ignoring the words that slipped out of my mouth, and the guy who tried hurting me a few weeks ago.

"Thats good, congrats on getting the bad boy to his feet" I let out a smile as she leaned against the seat "Thank you"

"So how did that happen?" she asked curiously.

"I mean...we never made it official but by holding hands and kissing I'm guessing we're together" "You never made it official" her voice comes out in a judging tone, which made me look back at her.

"Yeah, why?"
"You should ask him, just some advice, Cyrus Winter is incapable of love and he's most likely using you for sex" I couldn't help but scowl, I hate to admit but her words hit me like a bomb, and just made my blood boil, why the hell does everyone judge hm? just because of his goddamn looks?  "How would you know Cyrus?"

"Oh babes we go way back"

What the fuck does that mean?

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I sat down beside Sam who was staring right at Blaze flirting with Jessie Argent.

"Fucking slut" She let out a growl while ripping a bag of chips open, "Arent you two just fucking? why does it matter" I arched a brow while stuffing my mouth with apple slices.

"We aren't just fucking, last night he...made love to me, and I can't get him out of my fucking head" I nervously swallow and glance in Blaze's direction, "I should have listened to them, this is what I'm telling you Lana, boys like Blaze and Cyrus just fuck with girls feelings then leave you like dog shit"

She said every word with much hatred, and it kinda got me worried.

You are the one playing him, but...I know deep down I'm not

"You chose the pain, Lana, then we face the consequences of being heartbroken" "Cyrus isn't like that" I bark, facing her as her eyes rage with anger, "How so? He's a bad guy with a bad reputation," She rolled her eyes as if that's a fact, so what if Cyrus has a reputation? he likes me, and I know it's genuine, that's all that matters.

"Just because Blaze has a bad reputation as well doesn't mean Cyrus is just like him"
"Stop being so delusional Lana, are you that fucking stupid he's fucking with you" Sam sits up and seconds later I do the same, fisting both my hands, and the fury of my blood rushing through my veins, Sam is acting like a fake friend today, and I utterly despise fake people, her out of all people should know that.

How could she? 

"At least I'm not the one who fell for my sex buddy" I shout, She let out a gasp and gazed in Blaze's direction, instantly I regret my words.

I couldn't help but feel guilt in my stomach when Blaze looked back and forth between us, I glanced back toward Sam, her eyes dilated with anger and both her knuckles were white as a ghost.

"Wow Lana" her voice cracked, I shook my head back and forth as she grabbed her bag from the ground and a tear drop slipt from her eyes, along with more.

My breath got heavier as I watched her run out the cafeteria doors and the room slowly got louder again.

What did you do Lana?! Did I take it too far?

As fast as I could I grabbed my bag and ran after Sam, she was across the hall only a few inches away, I could hear her sobbing from the silent hallway.

"Sam wait!" I shouted pacing down the hall hoping she would stop and turn around but she didn't, before I could grab her by the wrist she had pulled her arm away.

"Lana stop!" She sobbed wiping the tears from her cheek, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that out loud" I stammered.

I felt like a bad friend, yes she said some things about Cyrus but I shouldn't have said that.

That was between her and Blaze, and she trusted me and I just scremed it to the entire school.

"Lana your my best friend, and you know I take shit about Blaze too far, yes I fell for my sex buddy and yes I do regret it but the reason..." she cut herself off and wandered her eyes somewhere else beside me.

"What is it, Sam?" I asked my voice coming out as a whisper.
"I see the way Cyrus looks at you like you are the first girl he's ever seen, and I just wish Blaze could look at me like that"

Is she jealous of me and Cyrus? I never expected Sam out of everyone to be jealous of me, Sam has everything. Perfect parents perfect reputation, beauty, and popularity.

She had the most perfect brown hair and hazel eyes with a hell of a body.

"Beauty isn't everything" my voice came out as a whisper, but it was true, you could be Kim Kardashian, and be ugly on the inside, you could be the nicest person and still be taken advantage of.

You said it yourself Lana, "Sam I'm so sorry," My voice cracked, I just wanted to give her a tight hug and never let go, but I know, she'll probably not let me.

"I know I'm sorry won't fix anything but, if there's a way I can make it up to you I'll do it" She let out a sigh, and the grip on her bag loosened.

"I forgive you because I love you too much, but I won't let you off that easily my birthday is in three months and you'll help me prepare my massive party, and I'm sorry too, your right I shouldn't judge Cyrus to easily when I don't know him" Smiling she grabs my hands and I wipe the tears from her eyes- When it hit me and my smile falls.

Oh no, you think Misha's July parties are big, you should see Sam's birthday parties.

"Fine deal"