"For your information, I actually do care a lot you idiot ..."
"Can you spot how many fucks I give?"
"We were never meant to be together..."
"After everything I did for you, this how you repay me?...."
It's pitch black outside and I put in the code to my house and he turns on a flashlight. I'm Terrified of the dark and he knows that so I hold his hand in fear. Screw my pride, I'm scared out of my mind right now.
"I don't think we're gonna find anything, the whole place was raided with police when it happened. You'd think that they would have found a gun, if it was here."
"My gut is telling me something else, do you have a garden or some type of body of water?"
"I have a greenhouse, but when I fired that gun it wasn't in that room if I remember correctly it was in the entrance of the house."
We enter my house and the lights automatically turn on, he puts away his flashlight and starts to look all over the place. He soon finds the entrance to the back of the house where there are ponds.
"I feel like this is a waste of time we're not gonna find anything-"
"OH SHIT!!!! This place is huge, this is gonna take awhile." He gawks at the pond behind my house.
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I laugh at him quietly admiring the fish in the water, he gets on his knees to take a closer look at the pond. The curious look on his face quickly drops and he gets up immediately.
"Esmerelda..... what's that?..." he points at the water and I turn my head to see what he's pointing at.
"Oh my god, you found it. Don't touch it!" We look at each other in disbelief and I start to back away from him.
"No, no, no, I'm not living through this shit again Marcus." I start to remember how the sound of the gun being fired left my ears ringing for a long Time.
What bothered me the most was how the gun fits perfectly in my hands and how much I enjoyed setting it off. It felt so right but wrong at the same time. I run away from Marcus and straight to the closet bathroom I can find, I think I'm gonna be sick.
Once I make it to the bathroom, I quickly lock the door and I slide against the wall with my hands in my hair and tears falling down my face.
He bursts through the door and he sits down next to me without saying a word. Marcus knows that I much rather be sitting in silence than talking about my feelings. He pulls me into his arms which I find extremely comforting, the scent of his cologne makes me feel like I'm home.
I can feel his cold fingers rubbing against my shoulder and I lift my head to look Him in the eyes.
"I don't know how to stop loving you Marcus, whatever has happened in the past will never change that."
"I've been haunted by the words that I said to you, it was such an asshole move."
"Marcus, I get it your sorry now shut up so I can kiss you." He laughs then cups my face and places a sweet but intimate kiss on my lips.
"What are we gonna do with that gun? We can't touch it, and it's weird that it still wasn't found by the authorities. I'll hire someone to properly dispose of it, I don't care if they blame me for murder because I am one but what I'm worried about is the FBI raiding my house."
