Amber Heinfield

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Uh... I'm a little nervous to do an entry, I'm not attractive, charismatic, smart or anything.. I'm just a deranged loser and I know it. I don't want to say anything like the other contestants cause I don't want to try to fit in, rather be my own person.

This game show to me, it feels sort of like a suspenseful horror game, and despite all the games where I was supposed to be aggressive and have a need for others' bloodshed I didn't engage in any of that, mostly because focusing on myself rather than focusing on trying to kill people or making your last moments worth it is the best thing you can do in a horror game like this. Even, this game is starting to make me feel like I'm not even real, because no matter how hard I try to convince myself all of the gore and all of the anxiety that has caused me newfound trauma isn't real or is just a dream I never wake up or I never am able to at least believe it isn't real. Which for me thinking whether I'M real. I pretty sure I am but there's always gonna be a possibility for everything. I hope i'm just in a deep coma and I have to survive this gameshow or I'll never wake up from the coma. I hope that's the case. Please save me.

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