Of course, I'm here, woohoo. The only reason why I'm here though is because of how many of the contestants I've seen doing or on episodes talking about me. It's always about my "attractiveness" too, and I swear this has got to be a joke.
I've literally been bullied for being "black and ugly" my whole life. Called the n word a crazy uncountable amount of times and now suddenly people call me hot? I don't understand it to be honest and I don't really believe it either. Then again though, this place has a lot of POC and I can see why they would think I'm attractive since they're not racist like the idiots in my hometown. I just hope I manage to escape, win or just survive this game in general because I'm NOT trying to go back all confident to a town with the same people who gave me years of body dysmorphia and insecurities, especially after I finally saw myself as beautiful for once for who I am rather than who my adoptive parents wanted me to be. I hate them too, they never even tried to convince me they were my real parents.
It was kinda impossible though since I was taken by CPS at 7 when I could actually remember stuff and I still remember my mom's lovely home cooked meals. She wasn't dangerous, if anything, she only slept or was really calm when she was high. I hope that once I get out of here somehow I'll visit my birth mom. I need to see her again and feel the warm embrace that I've been deprived of for 8 years.
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Disgraceful Games
Mystery / ThrillerA show with many different kinds of teenagers and no rules whatsoever. TW: Violence, Gore, Major Death (Detailed), Homophobia, Racism, Transphobia, Sensitive topics that could trigger trauma, a lot of inappropriate language, Ableism, Sexual Language...
