Okay, so Eli really liked her.
A lot, it seemed. But she still couldn't believe he was being for real. No man she had ever liked before asked her out, or even liked her the slightest for that matter. The 2 or 3 of them seemed to have approached her as part of some sick joke to make her fall for them without a promise of loving her back.
So, validly, she was terrified, independently of the countless times Eli had made it clear that he was into her. She definitely had feelings for him too (as she had just admitted), the kind that would make you daydream of growing old with your significant other and never letting a problem shake or break your home.
But...
Jessica pulled herself out of her trance, and Eli's embrace, and sat up on the bed, prompting him to do the same. She looked down at her covered lap and clenched her hands in fists, feeling her insecurities taking over her thoughts from that moment on. She wanted him as much as he showed and said he wanted her.
But why can't I just go with the flow and let him love me?
"Look... I know that we just... did... that... and I know I just said that I like you but I can't let you be criticised because of me" she said in a quiet voice.
She knew people made a hobby out of judging her at every opportunity they got and she hated the thought of Eli going through the same bullshit for choosing to be with her.
She peeked at him for half a second before returning her gaze to her lap. It seemed like he wasn't having any of it as he threw the covers aside and quickly pulled Jessica onto his lap, making her straddle him and yelp in surprise.
Damn, how you just gone snatch me like a bag of chips?!
He looked at her with a serious expression and wrapped his arms around her waist, making her breasts squeeze between both of them and her clothed pussy come into contact with his semi-hard and also clothed dick.
"I have told you that whatever people say or think won't change how I feel about you. I don't give a fuck about nothing other than making you feel like you deserve the world because that's exactly what I want to give you" he said in a quiet voice.
Jessica averted her eyes to a corner of the bedroom, negatively thinking about the situation, but the second her gaze left his, he downright spanked her ass cheek.
This made a loud smack echo through the room mixed with Jessica's even louder yelp. She immediately looked back at him with wide eyes.
"What the fuck, Eli!" she scowled, feeling tears pricking the corners of her eyes at her frustrating and depressing thoughts, as well as the sharp pain on her ass.
His expression was still hard, not harder than his dick though, but his gaze softened a lot more when he saw her eyes flood.
"Don't look away when I'm talking to you, Jessica" he demanded while rubbing the spot where his hand had connected with her ass. "I don't want you to be insecure around me, even if it's not intentional. I love every bump and curve of your body and couldn't have asked for a purer heart. I just... I want it all."
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