On His Roster (Aviación #1) Completed

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A mess

I woke up miserable today and i just dont feel like working again. Last night i just stayed away from him and laid there quietly on the cold bed. Thinking about what happened last night still brings a pang of pain to my chest.

Like what most people in my life said about me i will always be an adopted child, no matter how far i have come i will always be the one begging to be included. Habang tumatagal parang napapaniwala na nila ako kahit ang layo ko na sa kanila.

Can i just call in sick and cancel my flight back home? Hindi ko alam kung anong oras umalis si Hervé...well i hate to call him that. From now on he's a stranger and i should start calling him in a stranger's name.

Faivri?

Amad? Ew!

Deuce? Like a dude.

Better. Away from familiarity and just so i can start from scratch again.

Pag gising ko ay mag isa na ako sa kwarto. Well still it hurts but who really cares anyway? Edi umalis siya at wag na sana siyang bumalik at magpakita pa rito.

Nagmamadali akong tumakbo sa banyo at nasuka. I took a quick bath and rub a lot of essential oil on my body just to keep me feel warm. Wala na talaga akong pake kahit na nangangamoy matanda ako ngayong araw.

I packed my luggage and made sure all of my things are intact. Nakita ko pa yung pulang box na may lamang necklace sa bedside table. Pinulot ko yun at nilagay na rin sa loob ng maleta.

Suddenly my thoughts went back to the time i was in Baguio. I always find myself stuck in the same position again and again. Yung palagi ka lang naghihintay sa tabi na piliin ka.

I checked out of the hotel and immediately called for a taxi. I looked sick and even they way i dressed was not even that presentable.

Binaba ako sa isang di masyadong crowded area ng japan na halos napapalibutan na ang mga bulubundukin. I specifically booked this airbnb that is owned by an old retired couple. Wala na silang mga anak sa bahay dahil may kaniya kaniya na silang mga buhay.

They welcomed me with an unfamiliar warmth. Simple ang bahay pero magaan sa pakiramdam kasi alam mong tintirhan talaga at ilang taong history ang kalakip nito. It feels homey even the room that i am in.

Flight attendants must log in at the crew base a minimum of one hour prior to departure. If one doesn't show, or is running late, at 59 minutes before departure a crew scheduler will contact and substitute a stand-by reservist, and remove the original flight attendant from the trip.

Well that flight attendant happened to be me. Magrereport nalang ako pagkabalik ko sa trabaho na nawala ko yung passport kaya nahuli ako sa flight. Unang pagkakataon pa naman ito at di rin maganda ang pakiramdam ko.

I slept for four hours at pag gising ko ay may hinanda pang soup yung matandang babae nang nalaman niyang masama ang pakiramdam ko.

They both can speak in english so its not hard to communicate with them. May pinainom din na gamot para daw sa hangover.

She's so cute and and motherly that i really enjoyed her company. Parang nakatambay nga ako ng ilang oras sa kusina kasama siya. Bigla akong binalik sa pagkabata pero kaibahan lang ngayon ay maganda at bagong alaala ang natanggap ko.

This airbnb is just near the immaculately preserved Japanese village of Shirakawa-go. It is a sight to behold during the winter.

Planned to visit some restaurants there and the lady owner encouraged me to go and see it. The village is made up of numerous gassho-zukuri thatched-roof farmhouses that have been converted into hotels, restaurants and museums. The houses are designed to withstand heavy snowfall and make for a whimsical sight when covered in fresh snow.