On His Roster (Aviación #1) Completed

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Scared

We didn't get along well at the end of the day and didn't speak to each other at all. I had assumed he wouldn't want to go with me, so I was going to leave him alone in the bedroom and head straight to the massage lounge, but I was shocked to see that he had begun preparing. I let him follow me in silence and get through with the massage.

When breakfast time rolled around in the morning, everyone was chatting and a bit excited, but the two of us were clearly having silent arguments and chilly shoulders. Andrea took that as an opportunity to be particularly obnoxious, but I don't mind. If she wants it hard enough, she can have him.

"The party will happen tonight and please guys cooperate with the games that i prepared for everyone!" Nathan happily announced.

"Losers should have punishments!" Malik suggested.

"Ohhh! Badly wanna see Nicco getting punished!" biro ni Lakshmi at panay turo pa kay Yoni.

"Quit that, guys!" saway naman ni Adita nang mapansin ang hinhin na reaction ni Yoni.

"Geez! Yoni is cool! She'll be fine with that!" Dinara cheered for Yoni and Nicco.

"What the hell?" reklamo ni Nicco nang pinatulungan siya ng mga kaibigan.

"I'll prepare the list of punishments," Lia giggled and jokingly warned Nicco.

"Dares will be fun!" Andrea exclaimed happily.

Dahilan naman ng pag irap ni Dinara at lumingon sa akin para sumenyas. I shook my head and just let her be. May makita lang akong pwedeng landiin mamaya ay mas mabuti. Ayaw ko naman na magmukmok lang habang si Andrea ay panay landi sa katabi ko.

Kaya ko naman na maghanap ng ibang kalandian kung ayaw ni Deuce. Arte niya! Madami namang lalake rito sa mundo. At wala naman akong dapat na panagutan sa kaniya lalo na at wala naman kaming relasyon talaga.

We are on our third day on the island, and everyone is happy and well-rested. We all return to our cabins to get ready after breakfast. As Nathan previously stated, after lunch drinks and cocktails will start pouring in.

"Our lunch will be served outside on the beach." kasama ko si Dinara papunta s akung saan kami tatambay hanggang magsimula ang mismong party. Lunch pa naman kaya chill lang muna at may kaonting inuman na rin.

"I've heard it's a yacht party," patuloy niyang kwento.

"I am not really sure," hindi ako masyadong involve sa paghahanda ng party na to. Nawalan din siguro ako ng gana since hindi rin naman kami okay ni Deuce ngayon.

"Are you guys okay?"

Napasinghap ako ng malalim at hindi na sumagot pa.

"In relationships, you have the option to protect what is really yours or to let destiny take its course. Fighting for your man can be worthwhile at times, but fighting for someone who is eager to be stolen is usually foolish."

Natawa ako dahil sa biglaang wisdom ni Dinara. "Do i really look that morbid to you? For you to suddenly be a philosopher who has been so successful in triumphing life,"

"Bitch!" She laughed hard and snaked her hands around my arm as we continued to walk. "It's just that you make me worry about you so much,"

"Everything is fine, Dinara."

"I hated that girl, too, so dont worry." She assured me again and reaffirm my feelings.

"Dinara, I don't want to be in a relationship mindlessly. All I have on my mind at the moment is wanting freedom as much as I want to be taken care of, so I'm not sure what my true desires are."   siguro dala ng magandang tanawin at sobrang katahimikan ay nagawa kong maging bukas sa kaibigan tungkol sa mga gumugulo sa isipan ko ngayon.