On His Roster (Aviación #1) Completed

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For me, it's very uncommon to witness their warmth. That type of dynamic is not something I am used to, especially in relationships as complex as family. I was unaware that certain members of the unit had excellent relationships with one another. and that you can live in harmony with one another while treating everyone fairly.

Giulia knew her brother really well. Lumaki sila ng magkasama hanggang sa tuluyan na ngang lumayo si Deuce at namuhay sa ibang bansa. Deuce loves his nieces so much. I can tell by the way he took care of Luna while they're here in his apartment.

Magkatabi sila hanggang sa dining kahit noong dinner ay panay kwento ng pamangkin niya tungkol sa buhay nila sa italy. Ramdam ko ang katahimikan nang umalis na ang bisita na para bang bitbit ni Luna ang kasiyahan at ang gaan nang lumabas na sila ng pintuan.

It was an experience I had never had before. The soft brightness and lightness that a child can infuse into a home. That having them in the same space is nice, even though their mischievous behavior occasionally causes headaches.

Deuce cleared the messy living room when I went upstairs to get ready for bed. As I thought about what happened that day, I suddenly realized that Deuce had a good family. He had a good experience somehow while growing up with his family in Italy.

Maybe that's why it's easy for him to think of having his own family. We see things differently because we are scarred differently. He grew up in a gentle home with loving parents. Deuce had a happy home as a child, and that made him optimistic about having one for himself too.

It made me feel better knowing that he recognizes a happy home at least he's got an idea of what to become once he's starting his own family.

I, on the other hand, I have always witnessed bad endings in life, so it is no longer a surprise for me to witness mine as well, if it happens in the future.

I understand that for some people, motherhood is the dream, and I admire them for that because it takes a lot to be a good parent, but I am also aware that not all women are willing to sacrifice themselves for that life called motherhood.

I will always be the girl who is used to standing only on the sidelines, watching everyone have their big happy moment, while I looked at these people from the outside, having nothing even a bit of reason to be happy about my life or even myself.

Stability is a lifelong ambition that appears misty and difficult to accomplish, so no matter how much I push myself to grasp a tiny bit of hope to live, I will always have the chains on my ankles stopping me from going. My heart grew up with a lot of fears because I was raised in a home where uncertainty was believed to be normal.

Like others have always said, I am the type of person that people will and cannot tolerate. They can't stay with me because I am the girl who was just born to be left alone. My mother was eager to give me away, and like I assumed that I was, I also broke into a home because of my bad curse. Their once-happy family broke up. And it is all because I entered the picture.

I didn't really plan to stay here for days but I'm free flowing with life so no surprise that i am still here in his bedroom. Wala akong dalang extra na damit o kaya naman mga toiletries and skincare. I went inside his walk in closet and checked what inside it.

I was only looking for something to wear before having a bath and getting into the shower, so I was surprised to discover the dress and heels I had on for the Vegas party when I opened a section of his closet. When we first met, I was wearing something like this. Only the heels are present in the shoe compartment at the bottom, where they are placed nicely. White t-shirts that have been folded are tucked in at the bottom of the hanging dress. He set aside a spot in his closet for me. Even though I don't have much there, I do have a space of my own.