On His Roster (Aviación #1) Completed

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Bumaba saglit si Deuce para bumili ng pagkain. I specifically requested a cinnamon roll and a nuggets. Si Mona lang ang kasama ko rito sa bahay at nasa sala nanonood ng cartoons.

My family blocked me the reason why i can't contact any of them, kahit pa ang kapatid kong lalake. Alam ko wala naman kaming issue dalawa kaya naiisip ko rin na kagagawan na naman to ng tiyanin kong tomboy.

Gusto kong makausap kahit ang kapatid ko pero walang sumasagot at tila ba desidido silang makaiwas sa akin. Pakiramdam ko ay tuluyan na nga nila akong tinakwil at binura na sa pamilya.

Nilapag ko si Mona sa aking hita at hawak ko naman ang kaniyang katawan, yakap yakap siya habang nanonood kami ng tv.

Ngayon na itinakwil na nga nila ako at ayaw nilang makipag usap sa akin mad lalo kong naramdaman na wala nga akong pamilya. Kung wala si Deuce sa buhay ko baka mabaliw na rin siguro ako kakaisip lalo na at narito pa ako sa dubai mag isa.

Hindi nawawala sa akin ang problema sa pamilya at bumabagabag ito kahit sa aking utak. Hindi ko magawang ibalewala lang kahit anong gawin ko.

My family's situation in the Philippines helped me realize how unimportant I am in their eyes and how they easily cut me off from their life in such a way.  They're the only people I have, and although I realize that our relationship isn't really great, the knowledge that I have family is enough.

Pero ngayon wala na talaga at hindi na nila ako hinahayaan na makausap kahit ang kapatid ko nalang sana.

I opened the door, carrying Mona with me, when I heard a sudden bell sound on it. As he's out getting dinner, I assumed it was Deuce, but it turns out that the person in front of me is his wife.

My hand trembles so much from nervousness, yet I've got myself stronger because I'm with a child. Her glaring eyes shifted to me and the infant I was holding, and she lifted her eyebrows as if it were a joke that I was in the apartment.

"So, you're that mistress after all? I really don't want to be involved in any kind of catfight; that's not my thing." She looked down on me and spat abuses, saying, "You're young and desperate."

Since she cheated and is the reason their marriage fell apart I didn't think she would truly have this level of confidence. Similar to what her husband said, I'm not the cause of their divorce and I had no say in his decision.

She moved forward, but I stopped her from entering because I knew Deuce wouldn't like to see her here. I stepped through the entry way and use my body as barrier in the opening. 

She cheated, so why does she keep pretending to be the good person when she's not? Perhaps this is her feisty behavior because she knows that Cello is on her side.

Anong laban ko sa nanay ni Deuce? Gaya ng pinaglalaban nila ay dapat na magkaroon ng buong pamilya ang batang dinadala ni Caren ngayon.

Tanging pinaghahawakan ko lang naman ay yung sinabi ni Deuce sa akin na may ibang lalake ang asawa niya at paano naman na makasiguro na kay Deuce nga ang bata?

Ilang taon siyang nagloloko kaya paano kung hindi si Deuce ang nakabuntis sa kaniya?

"How on earth could you seduce a married man? You are the reason I'm going to be divorced! This marriage has failed, and you are to blame! I never intended for us to get divorced, but my husband is acting this way now because you are flirting with him at work!"