I have so many options now...
I want to move to Mexico with her. I really do. But then that means I can't study anymore, because I don't wanna study there. So scratch that, she has to come here instead.
I wanna move to Calgary. But at the same time... it's more expensive. So I can't live by myself there. Probably would have to ask A if she needs a roommate. But... I don't wanna date again...🤦🏻♀️. I say that because she's in a Spanish hall. And sorry but dating in the Spanish is more common than English.
I want to stay alone for a while, and focus on finishing school and move to an English hall. I want to rent a basement to a sister or something. Maybe move to a small town like Wetaskiwin or Red Deer, or Fort Sask. Start over, and have no temptations. I mean, a friend of mine did it so why can't I? Thing is though, small towns are boring, but... if I spend all my time studying and working, and going to the meetings and service, I won't have time to be tempted by someone. I won't ruin my single streak. Lol single streak.
But seriously, I just want to try something different. I want to feel that I'm accomplishing something instead of staying in my comfort zone. I wanna listen to my mom... lol wow. I really am growing old. When you're older you value your parents more.
